A Soft Kiss

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NA JAEMIN P. O. V.

  "Don't you see how much I love you?! Don't you see how much I try to be close to you? I've feelings for you Lee Jeno, and those are damn strong and so damn real, god damn it! Why don't you fucking see it?!" 

It was then when I realized what a huge mistake I made.

I let go of Jeno's sweater and took a step back.

It felt like my heart was about to break out my chest and it somehow was hard to breath.

Hot sweat ran down my spine and temples and my whole body was shaking in fear.

"I-I m-mean..." I once again started to stutter. 

I was feverishly searching for a way out of this awkward situation.

Jeno slowly turned around, his face was still blank but his ears were glowing red.

I swallowed my now growing fear towards his answer. "I-I n-need to go b-BYE!" and as soon as I said it out loud I already started running for my life.

I ran and I couldn't stop running.

The adrenaline rushing in my blood and the fear growing in my chest I ran as if I was chased by a giant spider.

Somewhere in the back I heard Jeno shouting my name but that only spurred me even more on.

As if Jeno was a murderer in a haunted house somewhere in the forest and I was the one who needed to find a way out to survive, I ran around the school looking for the nearest exit.

If I say that I found a way out and ran straight home I'd be lying because eventually I arrived at a empty hallway.

On both sides of it were classrooms in which students were sitting, waiting for the bell to ring already.

At the bottom was just a empty white wall.

And honestly I don't know why but I ran to the blank wall, scanning the whole wall looking for a door in anxiety.

As I didn't found any my anxiety level jumped up to one million, I breathed briefly.

I heard Jeno's steps coming closer and I turned around, pressing my back against the wall.

"Jaemin..." he said softly as he exhaled quickly.

My heart raced even more and my whole body shacked even more than it already did.

Jeno came closer and closer in my direction and no matter how much I tried to step back, the wall wouldn't let me escape.

Eventually Jeno was standing in front of me, at least a meter between us.

Now that Jeno was closer I could see how his cheeks were colored in a slight pink, his ears were still glowing red and his face expression somehow looked relieved, his eyes were soft and watery.

"Jaemin..." he repeated my name as if I didn't hear him the first time. 

"Jeamin... d-do you really.... have feelings... for me?" Jeno emphasized the last word as if it was something disgusting.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. There was no going back anymore.

"Yes." I answered briefly and much to my surprise with a even voice.

My eyes were still closed but I could hear how Jeno came closer.

I tensed my body, ready for the worst.

My dumb ass thought that Jeno'd beat me up but he just wrapped his strong arms around my shoulders.

Slowly I felt how my body relaxed and my breath went back to normal, my arms went up to his waist automatically to hug him back.

I felt Jeno's heart race and how his shoulders went up briefly as if he was crying.

And in fact he was crying.

"J-Jeno?" I asked warily, slightly looking up to him. "A-Are you alright?"

"No..." he said softly, his voice slightly raspy from crying. "I'm not alright... I'm more than alright...."

I was filled with confusion. I didn't knew why Jeno was acting like that until he finally told me.

"Jeamin... I too have feelings for you..." he said even more tears flowing down his cheeks.

And now I too felt like crying.

I never was as happy as I was then. Knowing that Lee Jeno -the one I really love and respect-liked me back, was such a blessing.

I tightened my arms around Jeno's waist, pulling him closer to me.

Eventually Jeno let go of me and took a step back.

His now red eyes were looking into mine, filled with joy.

Without even noticing myself I put both my hand on his cheeks and pulled him into a soft kiss.

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A/N

Hello to the fore-last chapter of this story!

Thanks for reading and hope you enjoyed ^^.

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Peace 'n blessings.

-babypwark



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