Something about Jeff,Ben and us two

part 48 - wake up...

Ben's POV:
I watched over Lily... This sight brought pain to me... It was all my fault... I started crying, I cried into the bed as I held her band repeating her name over and over "wake up... Please wake up... We need you... I need you..." At that moment Jeff and Mollie came through the door, I felt a surge of rage,  it wasn't just my fault. It was hers too. I lunged at Mollie pinning her to the floor, my eyes were glowing red "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT!? YOU COULD HAVE JUST BEAT HER UO A BIT YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO F*CKING KILL HER AND MAKE LILY DO THIS!!!" before I knew it I was punching Mollie repeatedly until Jeff grabbed me and pulled me off her, he yelled at me "DO YOU THINK THIS IS WHAT LILY WOULD WANT BEN!? FOR US ALL TO BLAME EACH OTHER AND THEN TRY KILL EACH OTHER!? WE ALL HELPED THIS HAPPEN SO WE NEED TO STOP FIGHTING AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!" I sighed I knew he was right... I shouldn't have done that to Mollie... I went to help her up but she was already stood up, we looked at each other and she nodded and said "I know you're hurt Ben, but we can't kill each other, we need to try and get better, maybe try and do things that sane people do, get away from all this murder, just, try and go back to being, how we were... If that's even possible"