Something about Jeff,Ben and us two

part 73

Jeff's POV:
You know that feeling you get when you realize you just ruined someone's life, yea I feel that, but 100 times worse, because I ruined the life of the person I love, I was sat on the front step smoking, I don't even like smoking I was just so stressed, for once in my life I wanted to die, I wanted to stop existing, I wish on never existed then maybe Mollie would be ok... She cut the other cheek a few hours ago and I looked after her, now I'm sat alone realizing I deserve everything I get "Jane, now would be a good time to show up and kill me" Oh... I killed her... "Everything I touch dies... In some way or another... Everything I care about dies and leaves me..." I hugged my knees tightly, for once in my life, I didn't want to be Jeff the killer anymore... I wanted to be a normal guy, who maybe met Mollie at a convention and they had a normal happy life together... Not this sick twisted game of sanity and emotions...