Something about Jeff,Ben and us two

part 50 - its ok,i don't blame you

Lily's POV:
I was in a dreamlike state, everything was quiet and peaceful but I didn't like it, I want the best with my friends but I was alone, all alone... I could hear them crying and screaming and arguing and fighting but I couldn't do anything, in that moment, I felt my eyes open, I took in a huge breath of air, I saw the room, Mollie was there, I tried to get up but almost screamed in pain, Mollie looked at me, she looked surprised but happy and then refused to come near me, I asked her why she responded with "because everything is my fault, you wouldn't be hurt if I hadn't have done that" I laughed "Mollie if you hadn't have done it... I would have" While in that dream like state I thought to myself, being normal is boring I felt something it was a bit like an urge, and I saw a girl who was hurting Ben, I saw an axe on the ground and I grabbed it and without a second thought I chopped her in half, I started pulling her organs out and I was laughing, I now realized why Mollie liked killing "Mollie you can stop blaming yourself, I've been like this for a while, but I understand you now, I understand why you enjoy killing, I'm a bit new to the whole killing thing, but I think I'm going to like it, so I guess we can go through this together" I smiled at her, I heard people coming up the stairs