KE KYAKKYAWACE (book 1)✔

5&6

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🌼🌸🌼ke kyakkyawace🌼🌸🌼

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"People say sticks and stones may break your bones, but names can never hurt you, but that's not true. Words can hurt. They hurt me. Things were said to me that I still haven't forgotten." -Demi Lovato
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5&6
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Dasauri salim yazo. Yanasharemin hawaye.
"No let me cry." Nafada tare da cire hannunsa.

"Nimlah." Mom called me from behind "haryatafine ba sallama?"

"Yes."

"Kodai kekika koreshi?"

"He said I am not his choice."

"I know things will exactly happen like this, mom kinsan cewa suitors sunfi a irga sukazo gidan nan but they all reject her, then this not a new thing." Amrah tafada tana dariya " and by the way you know saboda anzo gunta he saw me and said he likes me because I am beautiful and attractive. " amrah tafada tana hararata. while mom turn a deaf ear, tayi kaman batajitaba

"Anyway its just an advice,munada masu gadi, just find anyone and marry her off,we need a space here." Aisha said tare da dafa kafadan amrah.

"Stop tauting our sister." Maryam tafada tare da bankadesu tawuce. Sometimes she is good.

"Just because he rejected her, aibashi kadaine namijiba ehem, kekuma da katon bakinki agurin kimana shiru." Tafada glaring at Aisha

"Its just an advice."

"To hell with your advice."

"Mom, call farooq, I think he will be the best guy."

"Wa farooq din, a.a I can't put such a burden on him." Mom tafada sounding serious.

Burden? Yeah I am.
I can't bear to continue listening to what they are saying so I better go inside. Cry out to myself and sleep. No one is there to pacify me. All my life I have live a horrible one. I hate my life. But somehow I don't regret. Because I have a reason to smile. To breathe. But who will understand. No one even you (readers)😥

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"Kinyi assignment Dinna kuwa?"

"Eh nayi." Maryam tafada tare da bama amrah book.

"Thank you, change some things nima nimlah ne tamin."

"Oh aidole na canza , we are not the same with her." Ahaka amrah tafita daga hall din. I gnore what she said its early morning I want to concentrate on my studies.
Bayan mungama lectures I decided to eat. Gurin cin abinci nawuce while Maryam na turani tana yamutse fiska. She has to be tired with me because dad said she has to be with me always.

"Look at how fat she is, oh god, ko shape bata dashi."

"Nikam tausayinta nakeji, she can't even walk ,poor girl."

"But she look like a middle class girl, kalla glasses dinta looking so ugly. Just that she is just fair. Irinsune insunyi tusa akwai wari."
Kowa agurin ya kwashe da dariya. I can't take it anymore. Juya wheelchair na nayi nafara tafiya, karo naci da wani. The moment I smell his perfume I know he was the one. My crush.
FAROOQ. FAROOQ is the famous guy in our school. Kowa na rushing akansa. He is brilliant. I like him. I mean I have a crush on his since I was a child. He is handsome. He has that cute smile I can't explain. His look, his eyes, his personalities is different. But I hide my feelings, because he will never love me. Its was just an unrequited love. But he is never rude to me. We never spoke. Sometimes I hide and keep staring at him from behind. Farooq. He was the guy Maryam was talking about. I won't reject him but definitely he will reject me a hundred times. Bad luck. I am a bad luck to everyone. That's what dad said. That's what everyone said. And I know I am.

"Watch your way girl." Yafada not bothering to look at me

"Thank you."
Wucewa yayi yaje gurin cin abinci.

"Hey farooq, waimey naga kuke magana da yarinyar nan?"

"We just bumped into each other."

"Kodai......?"

"Stop talking rubbish, I have my own choice, stop thinking negative and stupid. Too fat, I never notice her guy, so that will never happen."

Lumshe idona nayi. You see this was his answer and I won't blame him for that.

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"Welcome dad." Salim yafada hugging him
Dukkanmu muka gaisheshi he rest and came out for dinner.
Kowa shiru yayi. Because that isn't a simple man. Especially when he is quiet don't talk to him unless he say something.

Gyara muryansa yayi tare da kallona.

"Get ready nazaba miki Mijin aure, nan da one week."
Zuciyanane yabuga.

"Amman why nan da one week? Ai yayi wuri." Mom tafada
"She is my daughter I know what's right for her."

"But waye Mijin?"

"No need to know."

"Huuum kin amince zaki aauresa?" Mom asked me

"Mom I....am not ready."
"Harma ready,? Which ready, dakinaso dabakiso you must.." Dad said yatashi yabar abincin while mom tabi bayansa

Jan wheelchair na nayi nayi banyan daki

"Nace zan auramata choice na kobataso. I am tired, this girl has been a burden all my life, tun haihuwanta everything became slow. My business everything. And the gossip danakeji I am tired, better taje. She is just a burden to me, a bad luck, maybe going away from our life will be better."

Yes this my dad my biological dad. I am a burden to him too.