Heaven Below (Adam Lambert fanfic)

Part 15

"Zoe?" I asked softly knocking on her door. I heard some clanking and a thud then the door flew open.

"Yes?" She asked with an innocent smile.

"What was all that racket?"

"I tripped over my own foot getting off the bed"

"Haha, OK then. I need to head out to the studio for a few hours. Will you be OK?" I ask. I am still worried about leaving Zoe alone by herself. Tomorrow is the day she gets chemotherapy, if she accepts it that is.

"Yes, Adam. I'll be fine. I need sleep anyway so I'll be asleep by time you come back" She smiles. I give her a hug and leave.

ZOE'S POV

As I heard Adam leave the driveway, I went back into my bedroom, locking my door behind me. I lifted up my pillow to reveal a bottle of pills I snuck from the hospital. I can't handle this pain any longer. I am forever grateful for Adam and the bands support, but I can't be fixed. Either way, I'll die. I pull out a pen and paper and write ontop of the page "Dear loved ones" but decide its a bad way to start the letter. My suicide letter. I start to shake. Why can't I be happy. I want to live a happy life with Adam and sauli. But my broken pieces can't be fixed. I started to cry.

I reached for my phone, dialing Tommy's number.

"Hello?" he answered after around 10 seconds.

"Tommy..Can.. can you come over...i-" I stopped mid-sentence as I couldn't talk past my crying. I felt weak.

"Zoe, I'll be over right away. Stay there." He said while hanging up, ohgod, is he going to get Adam? Oh no.

A few minutes pass and I hear the front door open. I am sitting on my bed, staring into emptiness. I have my letter next to me with only two words, "I'm sorry". I feel someone touch my shoulder, but I don't move.

"Zoe?" Adam's voice says quietly, but I can hear pain in it. "What happened." He asks, I look at him, he has been crying, I can see it. His eyes are puffy and red. I am causing all of this hurt to Adam. I hate this.

"I want to be better." I choke the words out. "I am trying my hardest to be strong. But I can't. Look at you, I am causing all of this pain to you, and for what?" I open up. For the first time in a whole month. I am finally opening up to Adam.

"Don't think that you're causing my pain, because right now, I am seeing a reflection of me when I was 15. I was gay and I didn't dare tell anyone. it hurt me physically and mentally. But my parents gave me hope." He says honestly. "I know your parents aren't here. But they're looking down on you"

"I have my parent here" I say, Adam looks at me.

"Do you want take-out?" He asks. "Let me get refreshed first" I smile getting ready. Adam doesn't know about the pills. I hope. I go into my bathroom and splash water on my face.

I go out to the kitchen to see Adam on the phone to whatever fast food place. I turn around to see Issac, Tommy and Ashley walk through the door.

I run and hug Tommy.

"Thank you" I whisper so only he can hear. He smiles as I hug Ashley. They both go into the kitchen with Adam, leaving Issac and myself.

"Are you feeling better?" He asks. I don't say a word, I just run up to him and hug him tight.

"I am now" i smile.

ADAM'S POV

"Dinner is on the way" i yell to the group in the lounge room. They were all playing monopoly, Issac still dominating everyone.

"Come on, Adam, play" Zoe begs.

I shake my head laughing as I sit down on the couch.

That's when the doorbell went off. Since when did I have a doorbell? I must check that out.

"I'll get it" Zoe laughs running to the door. I go stand next to her while she opens it.

A young lady is standing there. I have no idea who she is, but by the looks on Zoe's face, she knew the lady. Zoe took a step back,

"Mum?" Was all she whispered.

Ahhh, plot twist. Mwaha.

Again, Sorry its so short and meh :( 

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