Trust Issues

Chapter 8| Don't Leave Me

I was shocked at what Namjoon said. He clearly was being truthful but, deep down I knew I shouldn't be in his life. Even if I wanted to there are too many obstacles to pass, is it even worth it? When I looked up at Namjoon he looked like he was about to cry. 

"Namjoon..please don't cry...You'll be happier without me..." I mumbled to him even though I wanted to cry to

"Y/N p-please d-don't do this...I can't live without.I know we've only known each other for a short time but, I need u." He said tears rolling down his cheeks

"Namjoon, I know you think that now but, it will all go away. You don't need me...You never will...." I said my voice cracking because of the tears about to come down

"But Y/N-" I stopped him before he could say anything else

"Namjoon please stop. You don't need me in your life...Goodbye Namjoon." I said walking past him

Once I walked out of the room, and down the hall, the tears started falling more. As more tears fell the weaker I got, my feet were giving out. It was happening in slow motion, but before I fell to the ground, a pair of arms wrapped around me. I looked up to see who had caught me, it was Yoongi. 

"Yoongi, what are you doing here? I thought you were still with the rest of your friends." I said as he put me on his back

"Did you seriously think I'd listen to Namjoon?" He said laughing a little

"Yes..I mean no..." He looked at you when you said that 

"Why are you crying?" He asked

"I'm Fine." I simply said

"I didn't ask if you were fine. I asked what happened." He said giving me a stern look

"Okay okay jeez."

So I told him what happened from the beginning to now. He showed no emotion, but then all of a sudden he wrapped his arms around me. Lunch was just ending now as the hallways got crowd with all the students. But, me and Yoongi just moved to the size.

"I'm proud of you. I know it hurt now but, only time will heal." He said 

"I hope it does..." I mumbled to myself 

"What'd you say I didn't here you." He said

"Nothing."

"Okay, lets go to class then." He said

"Okay." 

Yoongi dropped you off at your next class which was Geography and left for his class. When you got there you saw Alex sitting at your normal spot. You went over to her but, she gave you a weird look. 

"Y/N were you crying? Who did this your make up is messed up!" Alex said nearly screaming 

"It's nothing." I replied

"If it was nothing you would have been crying. What happened Y/N?" She said concerned

"Well...I might've ending my 'friendship' with Namjoon..." Tears started to form again

"Hey,  it's all right. He did things to you, he caused Sabrina to hurt you, remember? He doesn't deserve you. He is an asshole for hurting you like this." Alex was ranting while you were sitting there. You didn't know what to do, so you just sat there.

"Alex, calm down, lets just finish our project, okay?" She only nodded and started to work

*Time Skip*

After School ended

The bell had just rung you were excited to start training. You walked to Yoongi's car only to see Sabrina standing by it talking to Yoongi. You started to be uncomfortable because, he seemed like he was enjoying talking to her. You tried to be confident and walk to the passengers side, but you failed, you couldn't move a muscle. Yoongi turned to look at you and he instantly felt bad for talking to Sabrina.