To Right My Wrongs (TRKOW #3)

Chapter 19

Mature chapter

Hannah

The drive back to his apartment was eternal. I was both nervous and anxious to be alone with him, trying to ignore the voices in my head that told me it was too soon to be taking this step with him. Many things had changed, yes, but we had yet to discuss some of the past, leave it in the clear. If we were going to try our relationship, give it a second chance, we had to be honest with each other about how things happened and what we had to do in order for our relationship to work.

We pulled up to the complex and within a matter of minutes, we were walking toward the elevator that led upstairs. Once inside, Derek kissed me, resting his hands on my waist, holding me tightly. I allowed him because I needed to feel him with me.

The elevator opened, and he didn't even take his lips off me. Instead, Derek lifted me up and before I knew it, we were stumbling into his apartment. I barely heard the door close behind us, especially when his lips were on my neck and his hands on my ass. I whispered his name, feeling his heart drumming against his chest. 

I felt the zipper of my dress sliding down once again, and this time there was no one there to witness it. No one to stop us, no one to prevent this from happening. 

I let the dress fall, leaving me once again only in my underwear and he walked back, taking a seat on the sofa. He did what he didn't have much of a chance of doing at the lake; his gaze traveled down my body, from my face to my bra-covered breasts, and then lower, to where the most intimate part of me was still hidden from him. He was fucking me with those eyes of his, full of lust and longing.

"Take it off," he commanded, his gaze back on my breasts. 

Like a nervous girl, I reached back, unclasping my bra and letting it slide down my arms and on to the floor. A low sound left his throat that made me shiver. I was terrified, yet felt so wanted, needed. Derek always had a way of looking at me that spoke louder than words ever could. I felt like the most beautiful woman in the world when I was with him, like I could conquer anything and everything because he saw me as precious. 

"Come here," he breathed. I straddled him, placing my legs on each side of his body. His hands traveled up my waist, to my breasts and to my nipples, rolling them between his fingers. A shaky breath left my lips and he smiled, licking his lips. "You're beautiful," he whispered before he leaned in and his tongue covered one of the pointed peaks.

Through hooded lids I saw him take it into his mouth while he teased the other with his hand. I ran my fingers through his hair, holding him to my body, needing as much contact with him as possible. 

An explosion of pleasure made its way through my body, settling deep in my core. I moaned, finally closing my eyes and surrendering to what he was making me feel, moving my hips on top of him. Derek groaned, his teeth grazing my nipple as one of his hands lowered, bypassing my belly button and under my panties.