Louis's POV
Niall and I had both walked into my bedroom and stared at Eleanor. I heard him scoff fairly loudly.
"Shh babe it's okay." I whispered into his ear. As my breath hit his skin, I felt him shudder a little. He nodded and gulped.
I approached her and Niall tried holding me back. I told him it was okay and he let me go.
"Why are you here? You aren't going to get me back. I'm gay remember?" I said sternly.
"So? I don't care. Your sexuality won't make me love you any less." She grabbed my hands.I quickly pulled away and grabbed Niall, "Well you better stop loving me because I never loved you."
I pushed her out of my bedroom and made her do downstairs.
"Louis, please let me stay?" She pleaded.
With that, I forced her out of the door. I walked upstairs and saw Niall with his head in his hands. I walked over to him slowly. Silent sobs and words that I could barely hear escaped his mouth, but there was one phrase I did hear.
"I don't deserve Louis. He should be with someone who isn't like me, worthless."
He must have not know I was in the room. I stood there listening for a little longer and he must've noticed me as his head shot straight up.
"You didn't hear that did you?" He asked, tears still muffling his voice.
"I heard the part that was actually loud enough." I stared into his eyes.
"Which was?" The tears making their way down his face again.I walked over to the bed and sat down next to him. He buried his face in his hands and I wrapped an arm around him and pulled him closer. He hopped onto my lap and I was cradling him. He didn't stop crying for hours. I couldn't tell him what I heard and how much he means to me. That he isn't worthless, that he is everything to me.
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"She Niall. It's okay. I heard you say you don't deserve me and you're worthless, but no. You're everything to me and i have never loved anyone as much as i love you." I ended the statement with a bright smile.
He buried his face into my chest before whispering, "I can't lose my one and only. I love you and I will never stop."
I smiled and placed him onto the bed and inched away. I felt him grab my arm and he tugged on me a little bit. He patted the side of the bed that wasn't occupied and I layed down. His arms wrapped around me quickly. His grip was so tight I could feel my blood just stop flowing. I squealed and he must have heard me because he loosened his grip. I remembered that night. It was all that flowed through my mind. The night when we first got together. That was the best night of my life.
Nobody believed we would last any longer than 10 minutes, but they were wrong. The love between us is stronger than ever and no one cared about him as much as I did. No one needed Niall as much as I did.
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I heard faint snores and music. The snores were coming from Niall, but I don't know where he is. I couldn't find him and I started panicking, but this was all a twisted dream. Niall is probably fine. Perfectly fine. I couldn't understand what this could mean. Am I going to be forced to give him up? I shook my head. I am never giving up Niall. Never giving him up or giving up on him.
I couldn't sleep so I quietly slipped out of bed and walked downstairs. I checked the time and it was 4am. I knew that my mom was probably asleep. Then I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around to a sleepy Niall, rubbing his eyes.
"What are you doing up?" He said, rubbing his eyes.
"I-uh couldn't sleep. So I came down here to have a glass of water or something." I stuttered.He nodded and walked back upstairs, "I'll wait for you upstairs. I want to ask you a question before we go to sleep."
I nodded although I knew he couldn't see me, but who cares anymore. It's too early for me to even think about things. I always feel as if it's too late for me to explain to Niall why was I in the halls. Why I just happened to be there. Near the bathroom in the halls. He never really asked me, so it didn't really come up. I thought that it wouldn't matter, but I think it's been long enough and I can tell him. I shook off the thought and went upstairs.
I entered the room and Niall was sleeping. I thought he was going to ask a question, but I guess he needed sleep more than he needed to talk to me. I sat down on the bed and thought about the reason I was in the halls that day. I normally won't bother thinking about it, but I guess being up this early made some thoughts rush into my mind. I turned on the TV, which made me fall asleep.
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Niall's POV
I woke up and Louis wasn't in the bed. I thought he might've gone downstairs so I fling my legs over the bed, but I seem to hit something. I look down and there's a sleeping Louis under me. Plus the TV was on so i suppose that he was watching TV, fell asleep and rolled off the bed. He groaned as my foot touched his stomach.
"Sorry!" I whispered
He looked up at me and smiled. I silently walked out of the room, careful not to wake anyone up. I then inched my way downstairs and I smelled eggs. I automatically knew it was Jay. She seemed shocked when she saw me. I exactly know why, I was pretty sure that she knew I was there, but I guess not.
The light pitter-patter of Louis's footsteps echoed throughout the house. When he walked into the lounge, he yawned non-stop for maybe 10 minutes. I thought that he was okay but he seemed really tired.
"Louis go back to sleep. You haven't gotten a good night's sleep in a while," He nodded and walked back up.
I wasn't sure what was bothering him, but figure I would ask him later.
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This story is so awful. I'm running out of ideas. I need help.
~Kairi xo
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He's Not Just A Friend(Nouis fanfic AU)
RomansaNiall was gay. His crush, the most popular kid in school, Louis Tomlinson, was straight and probably didn't like him. Niall was tired of crying and Louis finds a way to fix him. Things change majorly between them as Louis keeps secrets.