A life update 1

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I know your thinking this might be a chapter in the story but its not... it's about me ^^ if you dont want to read this part you DO NOT have too. this chapter is about my personal feelings. theres also me cussing xD  ))



alright my little critters. heres whats been going on.


School. I'm a senior and things have been hellish. fucking bloody murder.ive also been recently told i have major depression. greeeeeat. i'm still depressed over a so called friend becoming one of the fakest bitches ever. we did everything together. then she started making the excuse " oh im sorry maya im busy." Maya is short for Myshia my real name (MY-SHEE-UHH)  i feel so out of place. i barely have any friends. im always alone, no one understands my feelings and there has been a couple of times that i actually wanted to self harm. i know what your thinking " maya what the shit no!" i know. but other stuff hs happened in my past life that has made me this way. I've been fat shammed by my step dad. he legit calls me a " fat bitch." when he gets drunk and blames me for everything. of course my mom takes him back all the time and doesnt care about my feelings. my mother also makes fun of my depression when drunk. yes it hurts.i wouldnt fake being depressed because its not a funny topic to joke about. my mom embareses my infront of her friends and i get judged by it. it hurts. really. i just wanted to let my readers know a ittle part of me. 




i actually cried this morning and wanted to curl up in bed and play animal crossing because yes. its cute game shut up xD i also wish it would rain.



SORRY THAT THERES TYPOS, CLASS IS CURRENTLY GOING TO START AND I HAVE NO TIME TO EDIT SO BEHOLD MY BAD GRAMER AND SPELLING 

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