OLIVIA.
'Show me that ring.' Mom walk over to me. I reach out my hand. Spa is this weekend. I haven't seen Dan after he left. I visited Leo and went straight to Amsterdam. Dan is coming to Belgium tomorrow, so I'm gonna stay at my place tonight and then leave for Belgium. 'It's so pretty!' We walk to the living room. Mom moved in with Bob. I'm so happy she's happy again. 'Bob is at work.' We sit down on the couch. 'You're shining I love it.' I smile big as we hug. 'I still can't believe I'm gonna marry Daniel.' 'I'm gonna say it again but you are all growing so quick, it felt like yesterday when you set your first steps.' I smile. How come time goes so fast? 'I have to give my babies away.' 'I'll always be your baby.' I smile.
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It's weird walking hand in hand with him in the paddock. With cameras around us. Most of the time we came separate and took our distance. 'Your hands are a little sweaty.' Are they? 'I'm a little nervous.' I look at him. He smiles. Camera's are clicking. 'Why?' I shrug. 'Because you're here.' Dan chuckles. 'I know I'm nerve wrecking.' I nod smiling too. 'It's just weird. Now opening up while we've been hiding for a little while.' We enter the Renault motorhome. I've been to allot of races the last years and as much as I could this year. Still this feels so weird. 'I know. But now we don't have to be sneaky anymore and you don't have to be at Red Bull anymore.' I smile. That was the place I was hanging out when I was at a race. 'Hey my brother works there.' I give him a playful push. He opens the door for me to his dressing room or what ever you wanna call it.
'What's up?' I ask when Michael picks up. 'Good, you?' I watch the people passing me. People in work clothing, people visiting, all types of people walk around. 'Yeah I'm good. I was calling you because I found the diary's.' I needed to call him for a little while now but I forgot every time. I remembered my dad wrote diary's when he was sick. He has been doing it since he first got sick when he was 19. It's gonna be perfect with what we have in mind. 'That's dope, you red through yet?' I start smiling and look down. 'I have one in front of me right now.' 'Really which one?' I play with the straw in my drink. 'The second time.' 'Good luck. I'll leave you to it.' Michael and I say goodbye. Some how I don't feel like crying. All I do is smile. The second time he got cancer was 7 months after we were born. He was scared he wasn't going to see us grow. I'm currently reading how his second chemo went.
'You look cute.' I smile at Daniel. I'm not wearing something that special. A white dress with little flowers and Nike Air Force 1. Well it's a little special because I'm wearing a dress, but somehow I started to wear dresses more often. I just arrived at the track. His hand moves over my back an we kiss. 'Thank you.' I rest one hand on his chest and look at him, while his hand is still resting on my lower back. 'Could you fall asleep again?' I nod. He had to get up way too early. So I decided to say a little longer in bed. 'Don't you need to go somewhere?' We're standing in the paddock he was just leaving the motorhome. 'He does, you're distracting him,' Tom interferes in our conversation. 'Shut up bitch.' Daniel removes his hand. 'What?' He smiles. 'Don't you have a place to be?' I ask him. He shakes his head. 'See you in a sec.' Daniel kisses me on my cheek and leaves. 'Why do you have to be so annoying.' He smiles. 'I'm not.' We start walking. 'Yes you are.' He moves his hand to my neck and squeezes it. It doesn't really hurt but it's not comfortable either. 'See.' I try grabbing his arm. 'I'm not doing anything.' I poke him in his side. Finally he removes his hand.
'Stop it.' Daniel moves his hand in front of the lens. I move a little backwards. 'No! You look so handsome.' He got out of the shower not long ago. His hair is still wet. 'Leave me alone Ollie.' He focuses back on his phone. 'Dani, Dani, Dani.' He ignores me. 'Please look,' I beg. He only looks at me by moving his eyes. I smile while taking the shot. It's said I'm not sitting in front of him. He finally moves his head. 'Perfect.' He starts to smirk. I feel his hand moving over leg. I take some more pictures as his smirk grows. Daniel takes the camera out of my hands and places it on the night stand. I bite my lower lip. His lips against my skin on my thigh. 'We need to leave in 30 minutes.' He stops for a second 'I know.' And he presses his lips against my skin again. Fuck.
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Distraction
FanfictionI can't keep my eyes off her. And I really need to focus on the race. But she's so pretty. I wanna know her touch. Her fingers trough my hair. And her smiles, it's perfect. She's all perfection. She's such a distraction. And honestly I don't mind.
