suicide is my growth from depression
Its a answer when things get too hard
too hard for your body to handle
when your feelings end up so numb that you can't seem to feel anything
because you have felt absolutely everything
what is it like?
not being anxious
not being anxious
what is it like?
I'll never seem to know
That feeling of the pounding in your chest as you awaken
pound pound
pound
stop it, please
thats the thing about love,
as good as the feelings get
it hurts just as fucking bad.
pound pound
they tell you they love you
pound pound
they tell you they will always be there for you
FUCKING STOP
pound.
pound.
nothing will ever compare the love you have given me when I needed it,
nothing like the blue-gold in your eyes.
my body is simply crazy needing it
If I don't see you tomorrow, I don't know what the purpose of the day is
Though I am still in bed
I feel the razor blades in my head
I feel the noose tied to my thoughts
I feel the pills numbing the pain
I feel the last words in every breath
Because I know that It will come very soon
And Im sorry
Im sorry
Suicide.
- Kayla Martin
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starstruck.
Poetry✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* something I'm not used to. 'Sharing my feelings' Read with care, Take my feelings into consideration. Understand them, My way of coping, is telling them through beautiful words.✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
