starstruck.

thats all.

I an losing reasons to get up each morning,
I am losing reasons to talk to people,
I am losing reasons to go outside,
I am losing reasons to eat food,
I am losing reasons to try harder,
to give purpose to life I need a reason.
After you left my naked body
It felt so cold.
I felt like I was already dead.
I feel like Im already dead.
You are gonna keep apologising
You are always going to say sorry
You don't care if I'm gone
You don't care if I'm gone
You don't care if I'm drawn
To you
suicide is my growth from depression
Its a answer when things get too hard
too hard for your body to handle
when your feelings end up so numb that you can't seem to feel anything

This poem.
This is it,
This is true,
These are my feelings
I scream into words digitally,
a outlet.
To explain my depression.
something I'm not used to.
'Sharing my feelings'
Read with care, Take my feelings into consideration.
Understand them,
My way of coping, is telling them through beautiful words.

Thats all.
Goodbye.

- Kayla
Martin. 🧚‍♀️