(thoughts from past situations)
it hurts me to know, i hurt you.
i hurt you by not holding you in
my arms, i hurt you by not looking
at you the way you want me to,
i hurt you by not saying 'i love you'
in the way you long to hear.i just... don't know why. why me?
or what? what's so special about me?i don't want to hurt you. i wish i could
show you love and show you what you
truly mean to me but i can't.i can't when you can have so much more.
i can't when you can be so much happier
than you could with me.but at the same time... i am not asking you
to hide it. if you love me, tell me. if you
want me, let me know. don't tear
yourself apart because of this.i'm sorry.
- i don't understand why
people fall for me.....
YOU ARE READING
sad hearts! ( in the mind of messy boy )
Diversos' i am not okay and i wonder if i ever will be. ' mature theme, possible triggers at some points.