closed bathroom door, laughter and
sounds of happiness can be heard below.mind racing, tight chest, heart pounding.
white and red colored hands holds the
sink's edge tightly, shaking lightly.the container is in hand as the phone
screen lights up with notifs. the phone is
turned faced down, eyes now focused on
the bottle and what ways it would be bring.one, two, three... add more. it's okay,
you'll be with her. it's okay, they will
have a good riddance. it's okay, the
pain will end for you this very day.pounding mind grows at ease, tight chest
loosens up, heart slows down gradually.
pound! there's a black out.- it's your special day, birthday boy
YOU ARE READING
sad hearts! ( in the mind of messy boy )
Casuale' i am not okay and i wonder if i ever will be. ' mature theme, possible triggers at some points.