- emotions shall be ruined -
one... punch!
that's for the way he hit you.two... punch!
that's for being his disappointment.three... punch!
that's for being a failure of a son to him.four... punch!
that's for being disowned by him.five... punch!
that's for thinking things could be fixed.six... punch!
that's for the nightmares of that keep you wake.seven... punch!
that's for not seeing the red flags before.eight... punch!
that's for being unable to fix him.nine... punch!
that's for being a montgomery.ten... punch.
just cry your heart out, boy.so i do. i sob alone in my the bedroom my
nonna has let me stay in. back against the wall,
i slide down until i am curled up.i try to open my fist but wince and stop.
the bruises are fresh and the pain sharp.the only abuse here is from.
towards who?
myself.- i love you, father.
thanks for fucking me up.
YOU ARE READING
sad hearts! ( in the mind of messy boy )
Acak' i am not okay and i wonder if i ever will be. ' mature theme, possible triggers at some points.