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why do i, they ask. i laugh
in painful irony.
i don't know. maybe because
i feel useless and used up by
the people who i thought
loved me the most.
i don't know. maybe because
my father is an abusive dead
best parent which hurts.
i don't know. maybe because
i couldn't save my first love
and came too late.
i don't know. maybe because
kids at school gossip shit that
one all too familiar girl made up.
i don't know. maybe because one
of the most important friendships
to me feels like i might lose it.
i don't know. maybe because i
feel really sad at times and don't
like to talk about why.
i don't know. maybe because i
am growing numb again and
faking some smiles to benefit
others in my life.
i don't know. maybe because the
suicidal voices are coming in again
begging for you to stop everything!
- that's why i hate myself
YOU ARE READING
sad hearts! ( in the mind of messy boy )
Aléatoire' i am not okay and i wonder if i ever will be. ' mature theme, possible triggers at some points.
