i cried every night over you. scratch that, i
cry every night for you.i still do. the nightmares arent the only
reason i lay awake in bed cold and alone
every single night.people mention your name. the ache hits me
straight on and i feel like i could've passed
out on the very spot.yeah, i have left people behind before.
sometimes i wish that's the way you decided
to leave me instead. but no, it didn't go that way.i just miss you so much, so damn much.
i struggle to understand how i am
still breathing and alive to this very day
without you by my side, alive with me.- i am falling apart
YOU ARE READING
sad hearts! ( in the mind of messy boy )
De Todo' i am not okay and i wonder if i ever will be. ' mature theme, possible triggers at some points.