Neko <-.->a Black Butler story<-.->

His Pet, Silent

please, Please, PLEASE, read the author's note at the end of this small chapter thingy. It's important. but before that, I have 7 emails for... reasons so i cant just 'revocer password'.
I have a flip phone with no internet.
I have three wattpad accounts.
and no, it's not linked to my facebook...
thank you.
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It was quiet. Unnervingly quiet, making the crak of the fire seem like bombs exploaing every other seccond.
I stared into the flames as they danced, feeling the eyes;s of the two demons, glued to my back. Even so, I couldn't turn around.
My mind was a muddled mess of thoughts and emotions. Trying to sort them out only made my head spin even more.
"I would like to go back to Undertaker's shop."
Is what I should have said. What would have caused me much less pain that what I did say. Would have caused less pain in Ciel's eyes and anger in Sebastians. But that's not what I said. Instead I had to say...
"I want to go back home."
"What?" Ciel questioned, "You are home."
I shook my head, still not turning to look at them. "No. Back with Undertaker."
I heard somone take a step forward before Sebastian spoke, "This is where you belong. You n-"
Ciel must have said or done something because instead of continuing on with  what I assume would have been a long and irritable lecture/argument, he only sighed.
"Sebastian... I need to talk with you," I took a breath, biting my lip, "Alone."
With that, I gathered my courage and turned back, avoiding their gazes and passing them to go back to my room.
i felt his presence behind he as we walked down the hall of doors but I refused to turned around. Refused to face him until absolutly nessisary.
I knew that if I did, I would slip. Look into his eyes and lose my resolve. My fight.

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Hey there my lovely readers! I found my passowrd!!! Sorry my loves, my computer crashed so I lost the writing I got done! But don't worry, I'm writing more, I just had to get this up.
But anyway, about 2 months ago, I went to Chicago, Japan, and Korea, meeting new people and buying things for my numerous cosplay. And I'm here to announce, once again that NDK is back, the second week of September.
For more information please go to: ndkdenver.org.
I, Neko, will be going to the three day event and would absolutly love to meet anyone who can come! Pease comment below if you can come and would like to meet me. Here is my costume plan for the even although it may change.

Friday: Wind up, Victorian Doll OC
Saturday: fem Smile/Ciel from Black Butler Season 3 or Noah's Arc Circus fron the Kuroshitsuji Manga
Rave: My famous (as of two years ago) Free Hugs Neko.
* I got 524 hugs at the first annual Rocky Mountian Anime Con and 724 hugs at last year's Animeland Wasabi. Let's make it to 800 at Nan Desu Con!
Sunday: The lovely Madam Red in a formal red gown and/or Free Hugs Neko