rich ✰ brantley gilbert!

18

c a r t e r

it's two in the fucking morning.

and i'm still up worrying about shit.

i'm snuggled up in one of BG's sweatshirts that he let me borrow, my anxiety is up, and my mind is a whirl wind.

all with these shitty what if's, with the media, john, and every little thing possible you could think of.

"what's got you up this late carter mae?"i snap my head towards the door, where i find brantley standing in the doorway, and i sniff, shaking my head, as i dry my cheeks with the sleeves.

"nothing."i deny, and brantley comes and sits on the swing, "it can't be nothing carter if your cryin'.."

"my mind is just a whirl wind going a hundred miles an hour."I admit, and i'm lifted onto brantley's lap, and it takes all i have not to start balling my eyes out...

brantley rubs my back, and I let out a shaky sigh.

"you can tell me what's wrong car.."brantley whispers, and that's all it took before i started spilling.

"i-m just worried about the media, john, what shits he's going to feed him, what's going to happen with my apartment, if he's still out on the streets, if mom, elise, and jason are safe? if i'm save or not, my minds just in a whirlwind and it's not going to stop."the damn broke on the tears, and i just broke out into silent tears...

brantley rubs my back as i just cry, and it's dead quiet.

it takes him awhile, but he calms me down, and once he does he wraps my arms around his neck, while his arms go around my waist, making me look at him.

"Your safe from John, and so is your family. i have Jason texting me how they are,"he explains softly and i look into his green eyes, "you do?"

"yeah i do carter."a smile graces my lips, as i wipe my sleeve on my cheeks, "Whatever shit john feeds the media, i'm sure kerri will fire back, calling bullshit, and who cares what the media says, don't let them get to you."

i nod my head before curling up into a ball, snuggling against BG, before asking the burning question, "what are we...?"

i feel his eyes on me, as i look down at my twiddling thumbs..

"what do you want us to be?"

♕

ohhhh suspense ! !

i started school on wednesday, and the heat fucking sucked.

bye!