Dear Andy ➳ Randy [✓]

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Dear Andy,

You're all that's on my mind now.

I haven't slept properly. I haven't eaten either. It unhealthy, but I've spent all my time by your side.

I sit and I talk to you. Even though you never reply. You probably can't even hear me.

I've realised what I've done to you Andy. I guess it's too late. I feel like such a fucking  moron now, for not seeing how much you were struggling. I was so blind.

I feel like such a douchebag. The way you said you were scared to tell me something. That killed me. Because you were scared of talking to me. I never want you to feel like that.

I went a dumped my relationship problems on you. I dumped my problems on you, whilst you were battling your own.

There's no use in apologising. That won't change anything. But I promise you... The second you wake up, I will make it up to you. I won't let this happen again and I promise you that.

But for now, I guess I'm going to do what you did, and write letters to you.

Love

Ryan.

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Yeyeye

Second book aye?

completely unplanned. like genuinely a few weeks ago i wasn't even thinking about writing this but now here we are!

also im a redhead now

lowkey loving it but imma be yelled at when i go to school.

the chapter title are in danish by the way. i tHought it looked cool lmao

Byeee

-Lauren

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