Dear Andy ➳ Randy [✓]

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dear andy

every day that passes, it feels like a lifetime.

i thought pain was just: easier to get over after time. but it seems like the more you're in that hospital, the more you aren't here with me; it just hurts more and more each day.

they say that you're getting better, but how can i believe that when each day when i see you in hospital, you look the same.

i'm loosing hope andy.

even though the doctors tell me you'll pull through, and the boys, and blair and harvey. everyone keeps telling me you'll be fine...but i'm not so sure...

i hate this feeling. i feel useless. i just regret not noticing how much pain you were in. all of this could have been avoided if i just payed attention to you, instead of being wrapped up in my own little world.

love
ryan.

-x-

two chapters left ;)

-Lauren

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