Try Again ~ Bughead

Chapter Fifteen

Betty POV

After we came back from the walk we went straight to bed and well......you know. I was laying naked on my stomach facing Jughead who was also naked. The blanket only went up to his waist and the blankets only went over my waist as well. Jughead was laying next to me on his side he had his head resting on his hand and he had his other hand on my back and he was running his finger up and down the groove of my spine.

"Where you ever going to tell me?"

"Tell you what?" I said confused.

"When you found out you where pregnant with Isla. You stayed at Ronnie's and you didn't tell me till I showed up. I just......I think about it a lot. That if I didn't show up. Where you going to leave? Where you going to leave me? Where you going to leave and take Isla or where you going to tell me?" He said and I could tell he's thought about this before.

"No. I wasn't going to leave you. I was going to tell you. I was just......I was scared. I'd seen your temper and I know you can fight."

"Betty is never hurt you. Never no matter what. Never."

"I know. It's just you where 18 I didn't think that you wanted to be a dad yet. Hell I had doubts if you even loved me I thought you might have been using me. I was scared Jug. I was scared you wouldn't want me and if you didn't want me you sure as hell didn't want our baby. I was in love with you I didn't want to ruin what we had you where one of the only people I had left in the world that I truly loved the only other person I had was growing inside me and I wasn't going to meet her for months. I was going to tell you. I was just scared." I said softly and he ran his hand up my back and put it on my cheek and he kissed me passionately then pulled away and rested his forehead on mine.

"I wasn't using you I was crazily in love with you and I could never leave you especially when you where pregnant with my baby. You and Isla where my family you ARE my family and I'm sorry I drove you away. I just....I was so scared I was going to mess it I was going to mess her up. She was this perfect little human and I was expected to look after her she was perfect and so where you. I'd already started to ruin you. When I met you you where perfect and innocent a straight A student. I was the reason your mom died I was the reason you where a teen mom and I wouldn't put it past me being the reason your dad took you and hurt you." He said and o saw a tear fall from his face. "You deserved so much more then the life I could have given you at 18. So I drank and tried to get rid of the guilt I was feeling. I'd trapped you in a life and you deserve so so much more then it. I'm not going to lie the drinking helped it blocked out all the emotions and I didn't see me trapping you. I'm so sorry Betts." He said letting another tear fall down his face and I leaned forward and kissed him softly.

"I don't blame you I never have and your not to blame for my mom's murder or my dad being psychopath. I don't blame you for any of it."

"Can you promise me something?"

"Sure. What is it?"

"If we ever have another baby I don't want you to be scared to tell me. I'm here forever and nothing can scare me away know." He said smiling.

"Of course." I said and be leaned forward and kissed me passionately and he rolled me over so I was on my back and he climbed on top of me and he started to kiss down my neck and one thing led to another.

It was Saturday morning and I was woken up by someone gently shaking me. I opened my eyes and saw Jughead dressed in his normal cloths Jughead moved into my apartment properly the other day and Isla was really happy she gets to see him everyday.

"Morning." He said smiling.

"Morning. What time is it?"

"8:57am. I let you sleep in for a while. I made Isla breakfast and she's dressed I'm off and I promised Isla I would take her to the park do you want to come with us?"

"No I came I have work."

"Ok. I just need to drop of a file at the precinct then me and Isla will be going to the park. I'll see you later. I love you." He said and he kissed me softly and then he left the room and a few minutes later I heard him and Isla leave then I felt the sudden urge to throw up. I stood up and emptied my guts into the toilet when I was done I felt better. I've only ever felt like this once and that was when I was pregnant with Isla. Shit. I picked up my phone and called in sick to the coffee shop then I called Veronica.

Jughead POV

I held Isla's hand as we walked threw the slightly busy streets of Brooklyn. We walked to the precinct and we took the elevators still holding Islas hand.

"Daddy I thought we where going to the park?" She said looking up at me.

"We are I just need to drop this off first." I said showing her satchel I had on my shoulder. She just nodded and then the elevator doors opened. I walked over to my desk that was across from Boils and I sat Isla in the chair.

"Just wait here Isla. Don't move no matter what ok?"

"Ok." She said nodding and I pulled out her teddy doll that I had in my bag I handed it to her and she smiled and started to play with it.

I stood up and walked over to Rosas desk and put the file on it.

"There you go."

"Thanks. I think I've got the guy I think he's hiding out in a warehouse. You can come with if you want." She said looking at me.

"I can't it's my day off and I promised Isla I'd take her to the park."

"Ok. Thanks for the file."

"No problem." I said walking back to my desk and I saw there was quite a few people there. Jake, Amy, Boil and Terry where all around my desk. I walked closer and saw they where all listening to Isla tell one of her story's. I chuckled and she looked up at me and smiled.

"What you doing Isla?" I said chuckling.

"Telling a story to your friends."

"Come on. Let's go to the park." I said chuckling and she grabbed her doll off of the desk and jumped off of the chair and walked over and held my hand.

"Bye guys I'll see you on Monday. Say bye Isla."

"Bye." She said waving and everyone said bye and we left and went to the park.