two ghosts ; larry

the couch

louis liked calm and cool colours, like everything in the grey range. i liked bright and warm colours, red, orange, yellow, anything that can catch people's eyes.

which is why it took us months to decide on the decorations and furnitures.

the couch we picked out together was our absolute favourite. it was grey, but louis smiled and told me that i could get coloured cushion pillows. i sat down, and immediately nodded my head, it was so soft. louis smiled and we paid upfront.

when the couch first arrived, i would always sit down slowly and tried not to spill food or drinks on it, i didn't want to ruin it. louis liked jumping and flopping onto the couch, i'd gasp every time, but then laugh.

the walls stayed white, as much as i wanted them to be orange, louis said no. he did bring home a new bed sheet set for us that night though, and they were orange. louis was always so thoughtful.

i'm now laying in bed, by myself, on those orange sheets.

knowing louis was in the room next to me was enough.

i miss him next to me though.

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ik its 2018 but i'm still a larrie fight me

- j