two ghosts ; larry

"let's make a pact"

back when louis and i were just friends, we made a pact.

if both of us were still single at the age of 30, we'd get married. not too long after we made that pact, louis asked me out on a date. then asked me to be his boyfriend the next day.

we always joked about how if we ever broke up, and we were both still single at the age 30, we'd still get married. even if it's awkward.

our friend liam always laughs and called us stupid. we know we're not. i thought we'd be together, forever. i didn't think the feeling i had for louis would ever disappear.

louis took care of me. especially after we moved in together, he looked after me. louis used to do all the cooking and cleaning, and he had a full time job. i had a part time job and just spent every day doing nothing.

when i turned 19, i celebrated my birthday with just louis. he bought me a cake, decorated the apartment in bright colours, and he told me that he would love and take care of me for the rest of his life.

i finally realised that i needed to help louis with things, he can't be taking care of me all the time, he needs rest too. i learnt how to cook, and clean up the house.

the one thing louis can't do well is to make beds. i, on the other hand, can make beds very well. at least that's what louis tells me, and he said he can feel my love every time he gets in bed at night.

especially when i wasn't home.

i stopped spending nights out, instead, i stay home with louis. we fall asleep together every night.

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- j