love and pain (gay book) Completed

part four

I opened my eyes slowly. The pain in my stomach was strong. I don't know why it hurt. But I really don't care. I looked around to see where I was. I sign. I was in my room. The only thing that got me was that I felt unease. Like I just had sex and didn't know it. I moved the covers and quickly put it back as I notice I had no clothes on. Thoughts-filled my head. I breathe hard in panic. My door opened and Tom and Josh stepped in. Their eyes showed nothing but worry. I sat up and the covers fell down to my waist. Only my stomach showed which made my face turn red. "Don't worry. We did nothing to you". Said Tom. I just stared at them. It was just because I was too shocked to answer. Josh rolled his eyes as he walked up to me. " don't worry. I won't do anything without your permission". Said Tom. "Lies". I said out loud. I was shocked that it slipped out. Tom begins to laugh. And Josh was not looking nice at him. I was going to get up but I remember that I have no clothes on.   " Josh. Can you hand me that towel"? I asked as fast as I can. Josh looked at the towel on the floor. He grabbed it and toss it to me. I put it under the cover and wrapped the towel around my waist. I got up and walked to my closet. But Tom was in my way. "Hold on. You know this can't just be let go"? Asked Tom. " what are you talking about"? "You love us. You need us. You need love and pain"."you're out of your mind. Both of you". I added as Josh walked over with his hands in his pants. I shivered and backed up a little. " please don't do this". I beg. Josh and Tom just shrug. They grabbed me fast and tight. Josh pulled my hair making my head go back. Tom kissed down my stomach. I yelled out in pain from my head. Josh covered my mouth and let go of my hair. He pushed me to the ground and moved his hand from my mouth. I felt Tom trying to take off my towel. I kicked him in his stomach. Tom smiled as he said, "I love the feeling of pain". I gasp and cried. The doorbell rung. Josh and Tom stopped and looked at my door. They got up and walked downstairs. I hurry and got up. I went to my bed and saw my phone that had nine one one on the line. I smiled. The only thing that saved me was my messed up phone. This is the first time I was happy about my phone calling someone.