love and pain (gay book) Completed

chapter six

I watched drake put everything up. He didn't want me to help. So I watched him. He turned and looked at me. I laughed and he tilt his head confused. "What is it? Did I do something you like"? Drake asked. "No. I just want to mess with you". "Why"? "Because I love to". "And I love you". I laugh and gave him a hug. He hug me back and kiss my cheek. I walked away downstairs. I Sat in the sofa and turned on the tv. Then I laid back trying to go to sleep. But first, I heard crashing. Then it was knocking things down, then breaking. And last of all yelling. I got up and walked back up the stairs. Drake was stuck under a pile of clothes, shoes, books, and more things I had no idea what they were. I laugh. I couldn't help but to. I looked to the left of me at drake phone. Then back at him. "Do you need my help"? I asked. "Yes. Can you...". The doorbell rung. I went downstairs leaving him as he yelled for me to wait. "Who is it"? I asked. "Its Josh". I froze dead in my tracks. Everything seem bad now. I walked to the door and opened it. I stared at Josh. He was nicely dress. His hair slick back. He's in a tux. And he even smelled good. "Hey. Um, what do you need"? I asked. "Sorry to bother you when it seem like you are buzzy". Said Tom as he tried to see why was someone yelling. I chuckled and rolled my eyes. "Its just drake. He's stuck. But what is it"? "I wanted to say I'm happy that you are happy. I'm a jerk. And should have listen to what you need. I was a shit head. And an asshole. But now when I lost the most important thing to me, I had been dead. I felt like my whole world ending. All that trying for nothing. I showed all my love, and it was taken by you which I'm happy of. But I got stupid. And I lost you to a man who take care of you like an angle. I always think that if I didn't do what I did, maybe you would of been with me. I love you with all my heart. I will die for you. And I won't let anyone hurt you. Even though you are in the hands of an angle, I will be here for you. I wanted to let you know that I'm sorry. And maybe we can be very close friends. Thank you so much". I watched him walked from me. Tears in my eyes. And they was now rolling down my cheeks. I shut the door and slide to the floor crying.