love and pain (gay book) Completed

part nine

I yanked away from Josh as he started to get aggressive. But I still had to handle Tom who was kissing down my body now. I felt him tear off my shirt. Now I can feel his tongue going down my body. I pushed him away. But my hands were grabbed by Josh. I still don't understand why I let them stay. Tom began to pull off my pants. He struggled but got them off. I pulled hard against them. But I'm nothing with two people holding me down. Josh kept kissing me. I bit his lip until blood came out. Then I let go. Josh yelled in pain. "You stupid bitch". Said Josh. Tears lit my eyes. As Tom looked up from kissing down my body I managed to get him off. I stood up.      " get the fuck out. The last thing you could ever call me is a bitch". I said shaky and mad. Josh and Tom looked at me. Josh shrug. Then his eyes harden to a deep stare. "Make me". Said Tom and Josh. I couldn't believe my ears. But I have to do that now. I nod my head and walked away. I grabbed a gun from under the cabinet and walked back into the front room. Josh and Tom backed up yelling,           " calm down Jake"! I pointed the gun at both of them. "Get the fuck out of my house". I demanded. They hurried out my house and slam the door. I placed the gun on the table and slammed to the ground. I cried bad. Tears wouldn't stop coming down my smooth face. Bow looked at me strangely. I grabbed him and hugged him. A knock came on the door. I looked at the door. " go away"! I yelled as I clung on to bow. The door opened and Damion stepped in. He closed the door and locked it. Then hurried over to me. "What the hell happen to you. Did you get hurt? Or rape"? Said Damion. I looked at him and shook my head no. Damion picked me up which surprised me. He carried me and bow up the stairs and laid me on my bed. I smiled and placed bow on the floor. I hugged damion pulling him to the bed. As he laid down I rest my head on his chest. Damion rubbed my back. " if you need anything I'm always here ok"? Asked damion. "Yea of course". Bow hop on the bed and laid at my feet. I smiled. I closed my eyes. And the worst thing I did was fall asleep.