love and pain (gay book) Completed

part thirty-three

I was sitting on a chair. My head rest on the little bed that was left since drake body took it up. Thought filled my head not letting me sleep. All I want is someone for me. Maybe I should have never started dating people again. This happened last time. Now I'm just reliving it again. Drake moved and his hand touched my head. I looked up watching drake hand slide from my head. He was looking at me. His eyes a little red. I pressed the button for the doctors. They raced in noticing drake awake. Then they gave him a shot in his arm putting him to sleep. I was a little worried about it. I sign and walked out as they erge me out. I was walking back and forward at the door. I was not about to sit down. The door opened. The doctors was shocked to see me There. I pushed past them and into the room. The tubes was out drake mouth. His eyes was close. And there was still a neddle in his arm. I touched drake head. Then I have him a hug. Not right thought. I don't know where he got shot at. I shook and felt the tears whelled up in me. I must hold it back. Crying is not the point of everything. I sign and stood up. I sat in the chair again a little worried. I grabbed drake hand hoping to make him awake up somehow. I just wanted to see him awake. To know that he is ok. That he will come home with me again. Anything to see drake again. I love him like nobody else. I don't want to lose him. I rest my head on the bed. My hair brushed drake side. I couldn't help but to cry again. My weakness. I hate to be sad. This always happen. Dad always say don't cry for everything. But I can't help but to. Its the pain that gets me to. The way my life is. Drake moved. I looked up fast catching him opening his red eyes.He turned his head looking at me. Then smiled. I knew his throat hurt. So I didn't make him talk. I stood up and kissed him. "I'm so happy your ok". I said. "Thanks. i love you". Drake replyed in a crack tone. "Don't make yourself talk for me". "I will. Your the best thing that ever happened to me. I don't want to lose you. I wasn't going to die without you". I smiled and hugged him. That was so sweet. Only one thing got me worried. He wasn't going to die without me.