love and pain (gay book) Completed

part seven

I woke up the next morning happy. It wasn't because I rest well. But because I had the best time of my life. Everything causes me to turn around different. I love Damion. But I can't just choose him. I still got Tom and Josh bothering me. Speaking of them, they rung the doorbell. I opened the door and looked at them. Tom had something behind his back. I stared confused. "May we come in"? Josh asked. " sure". I said stepping back. Tom made sure whatever he had behind his back was hidden from me. I shut the door and looked at them. Tom brought his arms in front to reveal a puppy. I smiled and grabbed it. "Thank you so much. Josh and Tom this is the best thing you both could have ever done"! I said with a lot of excitement. " we also want to say sorry for yesterday. We don't think we knew what we were thinking". Said Josh. I smiled rubbing the dog. I walked over and gave Josh a hug. Then Tom. A stepped back and placed the puppy down. I hugged them again. But this time Tom hugged me so tight. It was like he thought he was going to lose me. My face turned red from the thought. Tom finally let me go. I couldn't stop smiling. I don't know if it was because of the puppy. Or that I still like them. No. I can't do this again. I felt like slapping myself. But when my heart is telling me to go to them, I can't seem to stop it. I looked at my feet that were still barefoot. Then at Josh and Tom. "You have to go". I said a little low. They nod their heads. "We understand". Said Tom and Josh. I felt a strange feeling in my stomach. I grabbed their arm as soon as they were leaving. I pushed them on the couch and sat on Tom. Then I laid my head on Josh. " stay pleased"? I asked. Tom and Josh smiled. they rubbed my hair. "Of course we will". Said Tom and Josh together.