I'll Wait (Camren)

Serendipity

It's been almost 3 months since I last saw all the girls at Dinah's album release party. I've seen Lauren almost everyday since then. I didn't have many friends in Miami, other than my family, and neither did Lauren so we ended up spending most of our time together. If I didn't know before, I definitely knew now that I was falling head over heels for Lauren.

Everyday I noticed something new about Lauren or she makes me feel a new sensation and each little things brings be closer to falling. I've learned that Lauren spends way too much time on Twitter but she's only on there to talk to her fans and of course to rant about politics. I've learned Lauren doesn't like the crust on pizza but eats it anyways because she doesn't want to be wasteful. I've learned that Lauren winks in very random situations but it makes my stomach flutter every time. I've also learned that Lauren is blunt and hates apologizing for being honest. I've learned that Lauren often acts without thinking. I've learned that Lauren get angry easily and needs to be alone to figure things out. I've learned that Lauren believes in God and destiny but doesn't follow any religion. I've learned how beautiful Lauren is, inside and out.

Over the past months I think I've learned more about Lauren then I did the whole 5 years I was in Fifth Harmony. I was so focused on myself and my desires back then but now I was only focused on one thing, Lauren. We spent hours laughing or crying or just sitting in silence. We talked about our beliefs, our fears, our goals... everything. I can't think of anything I wouldn't want to talk to Lauren about.

"Hey." I heard Lauren's voice coming from across the park.

"Hi." I smiled standing up from the grass area I had been sitting on.

"What were you thinking about?" Lauren asked as she stopped in front of me.

"Nothing." I shrugged. "How are you?"

"I'm alright." Lauren mimicked my shrug before sitting down in the grass. I sat beside her.

"What's wrong?" Lauren seemed a little down but I just saw her less than 24 hours ago so I didn't know what could have happened.

"Vero and Alexa came over last night and we got in an argument about something stupid." Lauren said softly. "You would think I'd have learned to think before I speak by now, huh?" Lauren giggled.

"You're just..." I paused to think of a better way to phrase Lauren's quick tongue. "Very passionate. You get really emotionally involved in discussions and sometimes take it too far."

"I know." Lauren sighed. "I just wish my... passion wouldn't cause me to say such dumb stuff." Lauren hung her head low as she internally scolded herself.

"It'll be okay, Laur." I rubbed Lauren's shoulder, trying to comfort her. "You know Vero and Alexa will forgive you. What'd you say to make them so angry anyway?"

"I don't really want to talk about it. How are you?" Lauren looked up at me, trying to change the subject.

Another thing I've learned; Lauren doesn't like to talk about her problems.

"I'm good. Same as always." I smiled.

I'd been on the same routine since I got back to Miami months ago. Sleep, eat, write, hang out with Sofi and Lauren... not very eventful.

"Come with me." Lauren stood up and extended her hand. I just looked at her confused. "Come on Camz! No offense but your life is boring so come with me."

I grabbed Lauren's hand and she dragged me to her car. I didn't know what had gotten in to Lauren but honestly I didn't care. My life really was boring so I'd say yes to just about anything right now. After spending over 30 minutes in the car I started to get curious.