to all the boys ive loved before

to i.w.

i.w.,

lately ive seen you around school and youre always laughing and smiling.

whenever i see you or hear your voice in the hallway, my face flushes and my heart stops.

but i never have the courage to actually say hi. 

there were a few times weve made eye contact, but thats really all it is.

i tried to walk up to you, but you just walked away and that made me think.

did i do something to make you mad?

or are you just sick of me?

well, ill never know.

i thought we would still be friends, but now i find it so hard to even wave at you.

i thought i got over you, but i was wrong.

so wrong.

no matter how hard i try, i still feel the same way.

you make my heart run by just walking passed me,

and my breath stop when you look at me.

how can you have such a hold on me?

-m

ps pretty boy i miss talking to you.