Ava's POV
Everyone left the hospital and it was 2 am. I light was out and you could only hear the talking of the nurses outside the room. I was stuck in my thoughts, why did I do this to myself? It would only make this all harder, I regret it all. I wish I never went to that place I was at before. I mouth was still dry from the pills I gulped, the head was pounding, and I have IVs in my arms. I hate hospitals, it just freaks me out. The last words I heard out of my mothers mouth before everything went to shit was, "try your hardest to make your life better and others better. Money is not important, fame is not important, boys are not important. You are important, even if no one thinks it. I will always believe in you, I will always trust you, I will always love you."
My young self didn't even understand what she meant. I didn't know that those were the last words from her alive, I didn't know that she would leave me. My eye lids started to get heavy and soon I fell asleep.
"Honey, get up" my dad was shaking me go wake up. "I'm up" he handed me a bag of clothes, "get changed you're coming home." A smile creeped on my face and I went into the small bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I looked different, my cheekbones were more see able. I took the hospital gown off and I saw my ribs were sticking out. How I've been eating, I've haven't seen me like this in years. I shook it off and changed into the clothes I were wearing the day all this happened. If felt like years ago but it was only two days. I walked out the bathroom and saw Ethan. "Hey" I said and he walked up to me. "Hi, can I take you somewhere later?" He looked nervous, "sure. Picked me up at 4" he hugged me and left. That was weird. "Are you ready?" My dad asked, I nodded and left the hospital room. I looked through messages on my phone, one was from Ethan.
Ethan: I know when you are out you will see this, I just couldn't tell you in person. I meant was I said, you are special. I had an amazing time hanging out with you, I hope you feel the same. Can't wait to see you
A smiled formed on my face
We arrived home in a half in hour. "Call me down if you need anything" I told my dad as I was heading up the stairs. I saw a bouquet of roses with a note, from Ethan and Chloe. I took my phone out of my back pocket and FaceTimed Chloe. She answered on the first ring.
Chloe: are you stupid?!
Ava: I know I messed up
Chloe: sorry I couldn't visit, I had no gas money and you know how my parents are.
Ava: it's fine, I was pretty much half alive anyway
Chloe: still, you're my best friend. What are you doing today?
Ava: well... I'm hanging out with Ethan
Chloe: if that's what you want
Ava: thanks
Chloe: do you want me to come over before you hang out with Ethan?
Ava: sure, see you soon
Chloe: love you
Ava: mhmm
Chloe: dork
I ended the call and was looking through my closet. What was I gonna wear? I don't know where we are going. I'll just wait for Chloe, I was laying on my bed scrolling through Instagram.
"Heyo" She said as she entered my room, "I need your help" we stared at each other for a second and she rushed toward my closet. "Where are you guys going?" I shrugged and she pick out an outfit. It was blue ripped jeans with a adidas shirt. "Thanks" I heard a knock on the front door.
He is here
