High School

S2 seventeen

"y/n" i wake up to soph shaking me

"good morning to you too." i roll over

"get up, i made pancakes." she says

"you woke me up for that?" i sit up

"unless you want to eat them cold , i suggest you get up" she smiles

i groan and get up.

not gonna lie the pancakes looked so good, my mouth started watering.

i sit down and she sits across from me.

i take a bite and it was heaven.

"are they good"she asks

i nod my head, "oh thank god" she laughs

after we finished eating i washed my dish and flopped back on the couch.

she sits next to me, "i'm so so sorry about what happened" she says

"it's fine"

"no it's not y/n, he cheated on you, no one deserves to be cheated on. i would know" she puts her head on my shoulder

"what do you mean" i say

"wait, have you been-"

"cheated on? yep." i could hear the sadness in her voice

i pull her into a hug, "i'm so happy i have you in my life y/n." she says

"me too"

-3 hours later-

me and soph have been here eating ice cream and watching youtube all day. i don't know what to do with my life anymore. i lost the only ounce of happiness i had , besides soph. he was my everything, and he cheats on me? i thought he loved me. i really did.

"do you wanna do something?" soph asks

"i honestly just want to get fat on pizza rolls and ice cream all day." i say, "you can't, and i won't let you." she crosses her arms.

"let's do something fun?" she smiles

"i don't know soph, i'm not really up for it" i say

"i understand your really hurt right now boo, but being cooped up in here all day won't do anything but make you feel even more sad." she says. "how about we go shopping, get our nails done, and get chipotle?" she smirks

i really didn't want to, but she's my best friend.

i roll my eyes, "fine". she jumps up and down. " now let's get you out of that" she says looking at my sweats and sweatshirt.

"what's wrong with what i'm wearing?" i furrowed my eyebrows

"it's a absolute mess"

"i'm a absolute mess" i respond

"hey beating yourself down isn't helping" she says

soph pulls me up and takes me to her room.

"you can wear my amazing, iconic, beautiful, pacsun jeans" she smirks

"so iconic" i say dramatically

i take them and she hands me a white distressed crop top.

we then hear the door open

"oh shit" soph says

"it's joey isn't it" my voice cracks

she nods slowly

she races to her door and locks it,

joey then started banging on sophs door.

"go away joey!" soph yelled

"is she with you" he asked

"she doesn't want to see you joey! now leave"

he started banging in the door louder and louder.

"i need to see her soph, p-please" he said

i shook my head no

"no joey you can't" soph says

the door knob started twisting

"he's picking the lock" soph whispers

"what do i do, i can't see him soph, i just can't" i panic

"joey. if you truly love y/n, you'll leave." soph says calmly

"y/n, i-if you can hear me, i'm so sorry baby, i didn't mean-" soph then cut him off, "joey. leave. now" the banging then stopped. i heard his footsteps going away from sophs door.

it was silence for a good minute

"i think he's in his room" soph says walking away from the door.

i fall back on the bed in relief. "i can't keep ignoring him forever soph, what am i going to do?" i say. "soph?" i wave my hand in front of her face.

"you have to go, now." she says

"soph i-"

"y/n trust me on this, please."

"go. please" i could tell she was being serious

"i would let you go through my window, but it's a long drop. run downstairs and leave." she says handing me my bag.

i slip on my shoes and my bag and open sophs door quietly and close it.

"y/n"

no. no.

"please turn around" i could hear the pain in his voice

"i can't" i say softly

"i love you" he says

"i-" tears started streaming down my face.

"i'm sorry, y/n, id would give anything to take back what happened"

"sorry doesn't cut it" i say

he moves closer to me.

"stay away-" i stuttered

i back away every time he got closer.

"i can't loose you, please."

"you already did." i say walking downstairs

i opened the door but then joey closed it.

"joey." i say

i could feel his breathing on the back of my neck. he wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on my shoulder (from behind)

"i can let you go, i just can't" he says breaking the silence

my heart ached, i love him so much, too much.

he turns me to face him, we make immediate eye contact, "please don't leave me" he says. tears started streaming down his face.

i didn't know what to do. i love him so much. i know what he did. he was drunk, high and stupid , but that still gives you no reason to cheat.

i finally made up my mind,

i ...

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HAHAHA CLIFF HANGER, sorry. i didn't know what i should do soooo, i'm leaving it to you guys, comment what you want her to do.

1. leave joey
2. forgive joey

remember if you choose to leave joey, there's no going back. xxx love u guys <3