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Internet Friends

We basically all have them, right? Internet friends. Here on Wattpad, I have plenty of friends. Some I'm close to, some I'm not. But either way, they all have a special place in my heart and I love them all too bits.

Sometimes I tend to forget that just like me, they haves lives outside of the internet. Sometimes I forget that they could be lying about everything.Sometimes I forget things like that. Something that I always seem to forget though is:

I don't really know them. They could just dissapear without leaving a trace and I can never talk to them again because sometimes they are literally on the other side of the fucking world. They could just go, just like that with a press of a button.

and I only realized this now. I had completely forgotten how easy it is for us to just vanish away. It's gonna be even harder for my friends to contact ME because well, Im a paranoid person who doesnt like to give out my social media to ANY of my friends. They always get annoyed when I don't give them my Instagram, phone number, yada yada yada that some of my friends had to FORCE me to get a Snapchat.

And thats where I get more scared. What happens after this? What happens when all of this ends and we all leave Wattpad for good? Im scared that I wont have these amazing friends anymore. Im scared. I love every single one of you and Im scared of loosing you because Ive never really lost anyone really that important to me, and you are all important to me. Ive had the best time of my life on the internet, even though its also been my worst. But my friends have been there for you, my friends here. What will I do if I dont have you guys?

The internet literally has changed my life so much. People Ive met on here have shaped me more. I am a better person. There is literally about 5 people that I LITERALLY cannot live without so...what am I going to do?

We all are bonding over One Direction, what about when we all stop liking them as much? Im afraid that we wont bond anymore.

Im just scared of loosing this all because this has literally become my life, as pathetic as it sounds.

Last year in summer, I was stuck in my room with nothing to do. My mum wouldnt let me go out and I had just gotten out of a bad fight with my friend, who kicked me out of our really popular joint account on Quotev. So, I logged on to my other joint account that I made with my friend Litzy, but this one was on Wattpad. I hadnt put much work on it, but I was just so bored that I decided to put up a story.

That story is deleted now, but it started this account. It got me a couple of followers, it was all good. But getting each follower made my heart swell with happiness. And that's when I decided to stay on this account. It felt right here, and I felt like I had to give it my all. And slowly, I found myself making friends, something I wasn't even expecting to do. And I've met the best people ever.

So thank you, Wattpad friends. I love every single one of you and I'm gonna cherish this until it's all gone. Allthough I'm not prepared, I just want to spend it all with you guys because as much as I rant about you guys, I really really do love you. 

and I will like to take this moment to say a public goodbye to my friend Leyna, who I will miss dearly and will never forget. I'll probably never talk to her ever again for my entire life, but it was good talking to her :')

Goodbye, love you all xx