"I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned"
-" A-am I-I dead?" Madison stammered.
Madison's mom chuckled a little then answered " No."
-" Then why I feel like I am?" Madison asked confused.
-" Because you're not dead but not conscious either. You're in the middle of everything, where you decide if you stay alive or die." Her mom explained.
-" So fate doesn't really exist? My whole life is just a matter of decision? Even my death?" Madison asked to understand.
-" Yeah, always has been like that." Her mom shrugged.
-" Then why you decided to give up?" Madison whispered sadly. Madison's mum stood still and with a regretful face she answered.
-" I was too weak to keep going, and I didn't want your and your dad's life to be stuck to take care of a disease that would just eat me no matter how hard I fought. I just wanted you two to live and experience new stuff without worrying for a sick woman. And besides, universal rules states that if your life condition is extremely critical you have no choice; You just have to leave."
-" Yeah, it didn't go as planned." Madison mumbled.
-" I know, I've been watching you. And I won't scold you, but I will say I didn't expect you to turn like this. You were always such a strong girl."
-" But I was never prepared for this. I never had anyone close dying on me. And then everyone around started to back out on me too. How could I be the nice girl that everyone admired when you were alive?"
-" I'm so sorry for all this darling. If I could live again I would in a heartbeat, believe me. And maybe you coped with my death by breaking your good image this past 6 years, but you still had your strength and good in you, and I could never be more proud."
-" How I still had it? I got expelled, turned into a drunkard, killed people and monsters..." Madison said confused.
-" Well you kept your virginity, you still accepted new people in your life even though they ended backstabbing you, you saved someone's life even if it was a act, you fought hard in The Survival with the main purpose of proving people the strong person you are, and you even helped a boy stand up for himself."
" You just need to do 1 thing: Try to see the good in you more often." Her mom said in advice, then changed the topic. " You have to decide right now if you keep fighting like you promised everyone or just give up."
After her mom's talk Madison started to think. Did she wanted to defeat Henry at his own game? Or just stop feeling emotional pain? Keep her promises? Or vanish her problems?
-" I don't know what I want to do!" Madison cried suddenly.
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The Survival(Book 1 of the Warrior Series) (#RBLS)
AkčníMadison Winters has a hard life. Between her mother's death and many breakups in life, she turned from a good and happy girl to a massive wreck. After being expelled from her school she moves to a boarding school that helds a big secret from the wo...
