I don't even know your name (Shawn Mendes fan fiction)

Chapter 12

Lizzy's POV
He said he wanted to talk to his fans but I didn't know he wanted to do it like this. He was on stage waiting for the crowd to be silent more or less at least. He cleared his throat "So guys I have seen that a lot of you are wondering who that girl is who is always with me and of course I have also seen the hate.... her name is Alicia or Lizzy as you can call her and I haven't even told her yet but she is in the crowd and hears me anyways. Since the first time I have laid my eyes on her I have had that warm feeling in my stomach and I'm so incredible happy when we are together. All in all I think that I'm starting to fall for her, since she is a really kind hearted and sweet person that's a great thing, isn'isn't it?" He paused and everyone screamed. Then he continued "But for God's sake don't hate on her for being with me, when she is unhappy I'm as well so think twice, basically that's all I have wanted to say and of course thank you for understanding and that incredible show! I love you all!" I was totally speechless. What the heck was this? Am I dreaming or so? It definitely feels like that... did he really just say that he thinks he is beginning to fall for me? I finally was able to move again after some minutes I made my way backstage. The first one I saw was Andrew of course how could it be different. He looked pretty mad "So Lady? You and Shawn or what?" I swallowed and shrugged, I have no idea why but I was a bit afraid of him. "I actually don't know." He responded quite harsh "Well I do. And I also know that he is a great kid so don't mess with him, understood?" Before I could answer Shawn came with a huge smile on his face. He pulled me in a hug "I'm so happy you are here Lizzy. I'm so happy I met you in the first place, you light up my world." He got me speechless again. How do I deserve that angel? I still don't get that. I pulled back and looked up at him in his eyes. My heart started to beat faster since I had no idea what to say I just gave him a shy kiss on his lips. He was so surprised I pulled away in a second and looked down on the floor mumbling "I'm sorry that was stupid of me I just thought because you said" I stopped and sighed still looking at my toes. He put his index finger under my chin and lifted it up to force me to look at him. He looked so deep into my eyes I felt like he could actually stare into my soul. He said nothing for quite a long time and I started to feel uncomfortable. But then he finally leaned in. That kiss was so fuc*ing passionate. I don't know anybody who kisses with so much passion and I have kissed some boys before. He placed his hands on my hips and I placed mine around his neck and moved closer to him. I need him so much. More than I ever thought I would need someone. After some minutes we both pulled away, breathless but smiling from one ear to the other. The only thing I wanted was to kiss him again.We weren't alone though. Andrew cleared his throat "Shawn can we talk?" He nodded, then looked at me again and pecked my lips.
Shawn's POV
I walked to my dressing room with Andrew. He asked "Shawn don't you think a relationship is too complicated especially when she lives in Europe?" I shook my head "No I actually don't think that. I know it's going to be hard sometimes but I also know that I really,really like her and that I don't want to let her go." He sighed "Okay you guys can try it...but stay focused on your work." "Yes sir!" Andrew looked at me confused because of my response I just shrugged "That was a joke, kinda..." He rolled his eyes and went away. Lizzy and I spent the next hours in my bed in the Tour bus talking,more like whispering because all the others wanted to sleep, understandable if you ask me. We ended up watching a movie together. Her lying on my chest and me playing with her soft hair. Eventually I heard her breathing get steady and relaxed, she fell asleep. Now I had the one thing I never thought I would have. A beautiful angel sleeping on my chest and I can be sure that she will still be here tomorrow morning. I'm a lucky man. I hope her parents won't hate me too much,  speaking of them I have no idea how to explain them that their daughter didn't visit school for the past weeks to go on tour with me. I basically kidnapped her sort of at least. Her Dad is going to kick my ass. I'm scared but I have promised her to talk to them and I'm keeping my promises!