I don't even know your name (Shawn Mendes fan fiction)

Chapter 3

While "Ruin" Shawn went towards the crowd and when he was right in front of me he reached his hand out everyone tried to grab it including me but I was the first one and the touch of our hands was a magical feeling at least for me I don't think that Shawn felt something and that was totally okay for me because I know that he'll never feel the same way for me but he'll find another girl who makes him as happy as he makes me every day.I could only hold his hand for around three seconds then I got pushed away but this moment was the best moment of my life even though Shawn didn't look at me.After I got pushed away Shawn looked at my direction and he seemed a little confused and exited at same time but he soon focused on the music again "Do I ever cross your mind" he sang and held his microphone up to signal us that it's our turn to sing now.I screamed and everyone else did too "Do I ever cross your mind!" and it was a normal show again like before his hand touched mine.After Ruin the lights go off and everyone started screaming and running to the b-stage except for me I don't wanna get pushed and kicked the whole time so I just stay on my place with my Mom next to me .She tried to talk to me but had to scream otherwise I wouldn't have understood her because it was too loud:"How did you like it till now Lizzy?" I shouted back:"It's awesome!" Then I paid all my attention to Shawn again. He was far away from me now but I screamed the lyrics to "Life of the party","Patience",Three empty words" and "Roses" just as I did before with the other song and as I did after the b-stage performance.Shawn was happy and smiled the whole time but he also seemed to look for something or better someone in the crowd but I tried not to think too much about what he was looking for and why. I focused completely on the music,his voice and his smile.After "Never be alone" he went off stage and they were showing a video of Shawn with fans and I thought that the concert was over but on the other side I said to myself no Shawn wouldn't  go without saying good bye.Then I looked at my phone to check the time and it was two minutes before 10pm but the concert ends at 10 so there has to be one song left.I tried to think which song he didn't sang but I couldn't find any.The I saw Shawn coming on stage again and sitting down at the piano.He started playing "Treat you better" he started to  sing and everyone sang with him.After the first verse he stood up grabbed his electric guitar and started to sing "Treat you better" from the beginning.Before the song ended he came to the crowd once again and reached his hand out.But this time I was too far away to grab it but Shawn looked at me and we had eye contact,my heart was beating even faster than before I felt like it's going to explode and Shawn literally stared at me he didn't look anywhere else just my eyes till the song finished.He said"Thank you Vienna love you!" He blew a kiss and went away but before going off he looked at me one more time then he was gone.Did he really look at me? No I'm sure that was coincidence and I just thought he looked at me when in reality he looked at random people not just at me. I looked at the stage for another few minutes till my Mom said that we should go.We went out and stoped to buy merch.I said to Mom:"I'm going to the restroom I'll return fast." Then I smiled and walked to the restroom. Suddenly someone grabbed me by my wrist....