I don't even know your name (Shawn Mendes fan fiction)

Chapter 11

Later that day I was in my room because I always feel so awkward at the venue when everyone is rushing around and I'm the only one who got nothing to do and Andrew talked to me earlier and he made perfectly clear that Shawn can concentrate better when I'm not around. Even though I thought that this was complete nonsense I wanted to be a good girl and not disappoint anyone especially not Andrew but as soon as the concert starts I'm going to be backstage watching the show no matter how often I hear Shawn sing or see him perform I'm not getting tired of it and I don't think that I ever will. Currently I was in bed scrolling through Instagram seeing the photos of Shawn and I everywhere. Perhaps I shouldn't have but I did read the comments under some of the posts and believe me when I tell you that they weren't quite the nicest.Most of them said that I looked so ugly or that Shawn deserves better,which I actually agree on others said that I was a bitch or a hoe or that I just wanted his money.I knew that all those haters were just jealous despite those words hurt me and I wasn't the most confident girl anyways. I couldn't stand reading all of that anymore so I put my phone away and laid in my bed. I felt numb and I thought about nothing I just laid there not paying any attention to the time. Suddenly I heard a knock on the door all I said was "It's open come in!" Shawn came in. I got my phone and looked at the time he definitely isn't supposed to be here. "What are you doing here? Shouldn't you do a vocal warm up or anything? You gotta play a show in twenty minutes." He nodded "I know but I didn't see you anywhere so I wanted to see if you are alright." I didn't respond I mean what should I have said? Yes Shawn don't worry I'm fine? But the thing is if I had said that,I would have lied . He looked at me patiently waiting for an answer. I sighed "It's just I was on Instagram and I saw all the stuff the fans are saying about us and maybe the best thing is if I fly back home tomorrow and we are going to live our lives like nothing has happened. That whole thing with you was like living a dream so it's just going to be like waking up and realizing that this wasn't reality." He looked at me with disbelief  "You are joking right?" I shook my head. He came closer and sat down on the bed next to me "Alicia you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I don't care what my fans say and you shouldn't either they don't even know you but we can't just act like nothing ever happened at least I can't do that there are just a few more shows in Europe after those I'm going to come with you and explain everything to your parents just stay please if you want to I'll talk to my fans."  You are the best thing that has ever happened to me that sentence was stuck in my head like is he serious? Does he really like me that much that he would even talk to his fans just because of me? He is such a sweetheart.  I looked at him and said "Okay Shawn I'll stay." The venue was just a few streets away but Shawn should be on stage in 10 minutes so he took my hand and we ran. To my surprise we were there on time. Shawn gave a kiss on my cheek and I wished him good luck,so he wouldn't trip or forget the lyrics and a lot of fun which I knew he would have. Andrew gave me a death stare but I just shrugged at him.Shawn came I didn't tell him to. The show was perfect like always and Shawn had a big smile on his face. After the last song he did something very unexpected.Yes he said he would talk to his fans but I didn't know he wanted to do it like this.....