I don't even know your name (Shawn Mendes fan fiction)

Chapter 10

Shawn's POV
Andrew and I went over to my room and I throw on some clothes. He started to talk "So what's up with you and Alicia?" I didn't expect him to ask this. I tried to answer as calm as possible but I felt that I was blushing "Nothing why?" He raised his eyebrows "Shawn you were in her room half naked and don't you think that I didn't notice that you seem unconcentrated whenever she is around. Just in case you forgot you are on World Tour Shawn and I know that you want to perform perfectly on stage and that you want to be there for your fans as good as possible and all of this doesn't work if you are not concentrated because you focus on something rather someone more than you should and I'm nit trying to be mean or anything I'm just saying that you have to stay focused on your career and on your music." I sighed I knew that Andrew was right I want to give my best and I can't give my best when I'm always distracted but I can't help it I just fell for her. Andrew added "You are playing a show tomorrow don't forget that meet and greets start at 2p.m." I nodded "I'll go to the beach with my family and crew before but I'm going to be here at 1:30pm I promise." He was okay with that and went away." I throw myself on my bed and stared at the ceiling thinking about all the problems I had and there were a lot of problems trust me.
Lizzy's POV
I woke up to someone knocking on the door.I jumped out of bed. Shit is it 8 already??I totally forgot to set an alarm. I quickly put on a bikini and a dress for the beach took my sunglasses a towel and opened the door a bit out of breath "Sorry that it took me so long but I forgot to set an alarm I'm really sorry." Shawn smiled at me "No problem the others went to the beach already I said that I would wait for you and it just took five minutes so it's okay." I was relieved "Good I'm glad you aren't mad or anything." When we came out of the hotel there were fans waiting for Shawn a lot of fans and I felt a but anxious.Shawn noticed and smiled at me.He took my and held it tightly. He whispered in my ear "It's okay just stay near me nothing will happen to you as long as I'm here." Those words calmed me down a bit.He took selfies,talked,laughed and hugged all of them.Always making sure he was near me.I tried to ignore all the dead stares I got from the other.I know how they felt it's breaking their heart to see Shawn with another girl.I was just like them a few days ago and that's also why it hurt so much that they were glancing at me as if they just wait for the perfect time to kill me. I was glad when Shawn was finished after about 40 minutes and we went to the beach. He apologized "Hey I'm sorry normally they are really the nicest peeps around." "It's okay Shawn I understand them I'm a fan too." We talked about some random things but what we didn't talk about was our kiss yesterday.On the one hand I really wanted to talk about it and what it meant for him and so on but on the other hand I was afraid that he might not feel the same way I do.After five minutes we arrived at the beach and literally everyone was there. I felt like living my dream right now. I was happier than ever before.We all talked casually then we went swimming played some sports we bought some burgers at MC Donald's not healthy but it was okay.Way too soon it was 1pm and the guys had to go back. I stayed at the beach with the other Mendes. Aaliyah and I went swimming again and she asked "So you and my dear brother....is there something going on?" "Why do you think that?" She looked at me "Because I saw how you looked at each other." I raised my eyebrows "And you know something about that or what?" She shook her head "No but I'm not blind Lizzy I see when people are in love with each other."  I changed the subject and we talked about something else.