Introspection. (BTS Sope.)

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I felt so anxious as Jungkook drove me to Hoseok's mothers house. I could hear my heart pounding in my chest. What if he doesn't want me anymore? What if I fucked up everything we had built? Why am I so stupid? Why do I always do this?
"Yoongi!"
Jungkook startled me.
"What?"
"I've been calling your name for the past five minutes."
"Oh, sorry."
"It's fine, were here."
I felt my whole body become weak. I took a deep breath and walked out the car. I turned back and looked at Jungkook. He was smiling at me. The sun felt hot. My legs were heavy. I felt like my head was going to explode from so many what if's. It seemed like I could never reach the front door. I want to turn back, but I knew i had to do this. Not just for me, but for us.
I heard the doorbell ring throughout the house. I heard the knob shake as it was being opened. The door opened. My heart was pounding inside my chest. My lips dried. My plams began to sweat.
"Hoseok..."
"Yoongi..."
Never leave me. Please.