Arm's Length

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I use to be the one to keep everyone at arm's length

It was not hard and required no strength

I never wanted to let anyone close to me

Inside my head is not something anyone should see

I have been so good at keeping people out

The truth of my life no one knows about

Even those that should be the closest

I still keep them out, I still resist

I don't know how it happened or even when

Somehow you managed to just walk right in

You made me feel things I didn't know I could feel

I always thought my life I would remain concealed

I wasn't planning on ever opening completely to anyone

Before you I could easily tell you who knew me, none

Now you have my heart, I know this without a doubt

Words of love, feelings, and emotions I can't help but to spout

You have always been open with me

But not completely because you are not free

No you keep me at arm's length to protect yourself

Thinking about us while you make room on your bookshelf

I know you occasionally let me close to you

Letting me be part of you crazy wonderful zoo

Then you take a step back to put distance between us

I know it is just our situation and I don't want to fuss

I just want you to know that I am here

And I constantly just want you to be near

I am open and vulnerable to heartbreak

I know just what is at stake

I can't help where I am at with my emotions

Evidently they are deeper than the oceans

I love how you make me feel right now

So I just want to help you find your lost cow

You keep doing what you need to do

And I will be here to continue to woo

I never want these feelings to stop

Right now, today, this minute, the world, I'm on top.

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