In My Idol's Soul | Blackbangtan - TaeLice {COMPLETED}

Prologue

September 25, 2018

The sudden shortness of energy crept into my whole system. I feel exhausted and I wanted to stop from doing anything but I know I must continue since I'm driving. I feel my heart aches more and more as my tears endlessly falls through my cheeks. The formed tears caused my vision to get blurry. The only thing I could respond to this pain is a heavy yet, a silent cry.

"Beeeeeeeeppp." A long, loud sound of vehicle's horn suddenly wakes all of my reflexes. My eyes went wider as I soon realized the situation that I'm in. Dumb-founded. I couldn't deny the panic I was feeling, my heart started beating faster than its normal beat like it could explode any moment now. Ideas of what could happen next was already in my vision. I tried to get away from it by moving into another direction, but hell, I was wrong. Everything went so fast yet I felt everything around me is in slow motion. Like I could see how I get myself into trouble right before my eyes. For no reason, memories from my past started flashing in my mind, from my childhood to present, it was like having a quick throwback. I reflexively closed my eyes with the last single tear that traces my cheeks. My body was quick enough to be ready to feel the heavy force hitting me, and I wasn't disappointed. I could hear crashes like a hundred of glasses being broken right exactly in my ears, it's annoying and its deafening, but I could no longer complain. I have felt stinging pains on my body that I couldn't even tell where it came from for it not just only one pain. I tried opening the now becoming heavy eyes, and there I see him, looking at the scenario he just created, rattled, and before anyone could see him, he disappeared.

"Stop, Ahjussi, Please help me." I tried to scream but only whisper came out.
With my breath becoming heavy, I couldn't help it anymore.

Few moments later I woke up at the sound of the commotion. I see wounds in myself but I didn't feel anything. I get out from my car hoping to seek help, I need to be treated.

"What happened here?" One of the police asked as people started to encircle the scenario. They put up a police line that includes a truck that was meters away from my now crushed car.

"Sir, I own that car, I'm wounded, could you please bring me to the hospital?" I blunted as a police pass by me but it seems like he didn't see me or hear me. I tried getting near to the people but they were busy looking to my car.

"Miss, help me." I said but she doesn't seem to notice me.
"Mr, please take me to the hospital." I said to the man but he just ignore me.

What is going on? I asked myself as confusion started to hit me.

"Move aside the ambulance's here." One of the police instructed that made the people make way for the ambulance. I found hope so I walked to the nurse but he just pass by me.

"Ppali, I think she's still breathing." The police informed the rescuers that made me more confuse. They open the door of my car and they all have the same reaction. Surprised, and sorry.

"Omo, Isn't she Lisa? Blackpink Lisa?" The nurse stated that made the murmurs of the people even louder.
I walked near to my car with trembling knees and fast heartbeat.

A tear fell fast and my knees finally gave up as I see myself being rescued. What is going on? Is this just a dream? Unnie ppali wake me up.

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"Blackpink member Lisa Manoban got into a  Car Accident."

"The youngest member of Blackpink, Lisa got into a car accident on her way to Blackpink's dorm earlier this night around 8:45.

People who were passing by at the area were shook upon hearing a loud crash and started to gather up in the scenario. Luckily, there was local police patrolling near the area and quickly responded the said incident.
Initial investigation reported that there was a truck in the lane in which Manoban was driving at. The truck is said to be on the wrong lane and was over speeding. There were also empty bottles of alcohol inside the truck and is assumed that the truck driver must be drunk. Furthermore, the said truck driver had already escaped. Police are still searching for the driver to further investigate the incident.

(Police Statement)
"Based on the positions of the two vehicles, the truck was about 2 meters away from the car. We can assume that she must have tried to get away from the truck but since she get into the left direction, she bumped into the barriers instead."

Moreover, CEO Yang Hyun Suk, the CEO of  YG Entertainment, Lisa's agency, stated that Lisa is now being treated. To protect Lisa's privacy and safety, Mr. Yang decided not to reveal the hospital's name where Lisa is currently at. The other three members of the group choose not to give statement to the media.

(Yang Hyun Suk Interview)
"We ask Blinks to hope and pray for Lisa's fast recovery. We are very thankful for showing your concern towards Lisa and the girls. For now, we are asking Blinks to not spread false information about Lisa's condition. We'll make sure to update blinks about her recovery. The girls are also grateful for the love that blinks show them right now, keep on doing that, for it is their source of strength."

Despite not giving a statement to the press, Blackpink's Jennie posted a letter on her instragam account that touches the hearts of many.
"Blinks, we already know something really bad happened. Our hearts is in pain right now knowing that one of us got into something that we didn't want. But we promise you Blinks, that we will get through this as one family. Through wishes and prayers, we will overcome this. We are saying sorry in advance, we know we promise to be active on sns even during breaks, however due to unexpected happenings, we might not be able to fulfill that promise, and we feel sorry about it. Blinks, always remember that you are our greatest strengths. We love you Blinks"

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"Lisa, please wake up. We missed you. I have so many stories to tell you. Remember when you told me you wanted to go to Amusement Park, but I stopped you because I said it's dangerous, I've realized it won't be dangerous if you have someone. Look, I already bought tickets for us, and it's ride all you can. Lisa, please open your eyes. The stage is waiting for you to dance, fans are ready to cheer for you. Lisa, please don't give up. We will wait for you, Blackpink will never be complete without our maknae. I love you."

Hearing those words from her unnie gives a sting in her heart. If only she can open her eyes, she would have done it. But she can't. All she can do is hear them, talking, crying and begging for her to wake up and wait for all these mess to end.

It tears up inside, seeing the people she love suffering. But it crushes her more seeing herself lying in a bed, unconscious, not being able to do anything, and not knowing what to do to get things back to what it's used to.