In My Idol's Soul | Blackbangtan - TaeLice {COMPLETED}

Creep in the Heart

~Hoseok

Good thing we were able to settle Kook's issue immediately before it gets more complicated to settle. Yeri's side also decided to denied the issue and we couldn't be more thankful and relieved that she still chose to help even though Kook hurt her so bad.

"Don't you think you also needed to talk to Yeri?" I asked Kook as I stood beside him. He turned his head to me and looked as if he started thinking about what I said.

"I'm too ashamed to face her yet." He answered lowering his head and put his view back to Lisa's unconscious body.

"And I know she wouldn't like to see me." He added.

"Atleast tell her you're sorry and tell her how you truly feel for her." I suggested. He just plastered a weak smile at me before walking towards the window, a few steps away from Lisa's bed.

"I've done terrible to her, I don't know if she's able to forgive me." He speaked when he felt my presence beside him.

"Kook, I know that you're worried about what she thinks, but Yeri helped you. That means she's concerned for you." I said making him turn to me again.

"In some other time hyung. I'm giving her enough time." He stated smiling lightly before he again look through the window and watch the busy street outside. I feel bad because of some misunderstanding, he became someone he didn't even want to become. He became a victim of a sad love he didn't want to be in either.

I lightly tap his shoulder before I went back to Lisa's side and stare at her for a second. I feel pity and sorry that she has to be in this situation. I looked at the others one by one, they were just on their seat all so quiet. No one is daring to talk or to even made a joke, or even just made eye contact with each other. Usually when we are all gathered here, we're loud and noisy, full of laughter and crazy moments, but now it's different. No more laughter and smiles, just yelling and mad glares. There was really a change after that fight happened, and if Tae hadn't speak up earlier we could have started an argument again. I promised Lisa I will help her keep this friendship, but I'm honestly having a hard time doing it.

'Lisa-yah, can't you help Oppa to bring the old friendship back?' I asked on my mind as I held her hand.

'I'm sorry, Oppa is failing you. But I will try okay? Just be with us.' I added preventing myself from crying. It's almost two months and so many things had already happened, crazy things to be specific. I wonder when will all of these ends. I wonder when will we go back to the way we all used to be.

'Wake up, help Oppa to convince them to stop fighting. I know they will listen to you.' I continued. I quickly wiped the tear before it could even fall completely. I don't want them to notice that I'm crying, though I really feel like crying.

"Gwaenchana?" I heard someone speak with a soft voice. I didn't even realize that she was already across me. I embarrassedly wiped my tears as I cleared my throat before giving her attention.

"Ne, Nurse Choi, I'm okay. How's Lisa?" I asked trying to save myself from embarrassment with asking about Lisa.

"She's doing well." She simply answered.

"If you don't mind me saying..." She uttered in hesitant. I could read in her face that she's somehow confused.

"I think it's better if you guys could settle your issues quickly." She finally finished her sentence but that just made me narrower my brows as I don't fully understand her.

"I mean, get back to the old friendship, before it's too late." She added pursing her lips as if she said something embarrassing.

"That's what I wanted too, before they decide to finally end the friendship." I responded.