~Jin
I've been staring at my phone for a long time now, thinking if should I call her or not. I cupped my face and sighed deeply as I started to get frustrated with how I feel.
"He gave it to Blackpink's oldest member." Those words of Kai keep replaying on my mind and it stresses me out. I couldn't even bear it after hearing it from him.If only I didn't let myself became her enemy, then maybe by now I don't have these regrets. We used to be close even on the first meeting, she has this 4D personality that I really like about her. Our closeness wasn't forced, it comes naturally for the both of us and also to others. So it was a big change on her that she became grumpy towards me, I feel sorry not for her but for me everytime we fought. If only I could low down my pride, then I wouldn't need to fight with her.
"I don't like you either."
"We are only talking because of our friends not because we are friends."
"It would only be a reason if I like you, but I don't."
"You misunderstood my eyes."
I tried so hard not to think about what she said but it always gets into my mind.I stressfully let my self fall onto my bed not minding how hard the gravity would pull me. I've already been pulled by her gravity anyway.
"Hyung, come out now. We need to do vlive to say bye to armys." Jimin suddenly enter my room without knocking.
I just nod at him while he looks at me with a frown.
"Hyung, you've been down since we get back here, you didn't even cooked breakfast for us. Are you okay?" He asked me worriedly while I just stare at him blankly.
"Hyung." He again said that snapped me back to my senses.
"Molla. I'm not just in the mood."I said to him still with an unknown expression.
"Hyung. Jisoo noona is calling." I immediately sit up as Jimin showed me my phone. I immediately grab it from his hands with an unbelievable look.
"Hello?" I started but I narrowed my forehead when I heard Lisa's voice instead.
"Omo~ Why is my phone answered by a male voice?" She said that made both of us confused. I heard her gasped before speaking up again.
"Omo~ Jin oppa, ottoekhe mianhae. I thought I was calling my own number. Aishh, I called the wrong contact." She said embarrased.
"Gwaenchana." I said nodding accepting that it was just a wrong call.
"I'm really sorry Jin oppa, I misplaced my phone last night so I need to call it. Did I bother you?" She again apologized, by just hearing her voice I know she's really embarrassed about it.
"It's okay Maknae. I wasn't doing anything. I hope you find your phone immediately, someone is waiting for your text." I joked to make her feel not be ashamed about it and it earned a chuckle from her.
"I'll hang up now oppa. Ah, send my greetings to the others. Annyeong!" She cheerfully said.
"Ne. Annyeong!" I said trying so hard to smile. I lower my head again as I throw my phone to my bed after I heard the call being ended.
"Hyung. Gwaenchana? Yah! I'm not used to you being like this, aiishh." He said as he ruffled his own hair like being stressed out.
"Jimin-ssi." I called his name that made him look at me seriously.
"What? Hyung don't let me die waiting. Ppali tell me!" He said being impatient.
"I want to be close with Jisoo again." I seriously said to him but he just raised his brows to me.
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In My Idol's Soul | Blackbangtan - TaeLice {COMPLETED}
Fiksi Penggemar"Happiness and sadness is always a partner. You know what why? It's because you will never know happiness unless you have felt sadness, but after every sadness, happiness takes place." ~Lisa Manoban Others' say...