Do I Mean 'Nothing' To You? (A chandler riggs fanfic)

Chapter 13

The next day at school, I was completely different. I acted and looked different than the regular me. I even was the leader of a group. Like, damn.

My group was the kids I met in the alley the other day. I got to know them, and they were actually a lot like me.

It was all like a movie in my head, all of us walking slowly into school like badasses. I lit a cigarette and took a draft. Every one just stared at me, and some his whistled, some girls 'ew'ed.

I was wear all black. A black t-shirt, black skinny jeans, and black combat boots. My hair was in a ponytail with my bangs out.

Chandler saw me and and got in my way, trying to explain to me,

"Get the FUCK out of my way!" I say pushing him aside. I didn't feel sad. I didn't feel anything no more. No more feelings equals no more getting hurt. Hana ran to chandler and glares back at me, she walked like a thot up to me and said with a bitchy tone,

"I really do hate you. What is your problem?!"

"Um, 1. Like I care 2. All my problems are fucking solved now. And 3. Move." I say as I walked past her. Her jaw dropped. I kept a straight face as I walked down the endless hallways and looked at everyone.

The school day ended, I walked out. As soon as I walked thought those hell-way doors, someone yanked me aside. And it was the last person id ever want to see.

Chandler.

I glared at him as I yanked my arm out of his grip.

[CHANDLER]

"Look Alex, I'm sorry for what I did! I love you,"
My voice was shaky because I was nervous.

She scoffed,

"Did I even mean anything to you? Did I just mean 'nothing' to you?"
Her eyes squinting at me.

I was speechless,

"Exactly what I thought.." She walked away. But I could see something in her backpack pocket. A shiny object, small and square. And a bottle.

"What-"

What I was in her backpack was a blade and sleeping pills.

'Is she planning to kill herself?!'

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Sorry it wasn't good, but I'm thinking of ending the story soon, i don't know.

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