My Stupid Jerk Mate

Chapter Eight

A little explicit content.

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DIEGO'S POV

Pain.

Indescribable pain.

No words can explain how much pain I am in.

I hurt Rosa, again.

Why have I done it? Why?

Fucking slut came wearing lingerie and seducing me. As I used to have sex a lot, I get really aroused easily.

Don't even ask me how she got into my house.

Lexi claimed that Randy didn't give her much attention. Pathetic liar I always see them together. They were basically attached by the hips.

Then she started swaying her hips and walked towards me. Then she grabbed my friend and started grinding herself on me. I immediately got turned on.

I tried to stop but I was far too gone.

My wolf clawed at me, telling me to stop but I can't.

Now Rosa is hurting, and it's all my fault.

I felt tears streaming down my face, but I don't care.

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"Diego...." Lexi purred.

I glared at her, "What do you want? You caused this."

She flinched but then snapped, "If you didn't give in to your desires, this wouldn't happen, aye."

I growled, "Don't snap at me, I'm your alpha."

Suddenly she looked at me in lust.

"I'm turned on by your alpha voice," she moaned.

She sashayed to my bed and made herself comfortable before spreading her legs and pleasured herself.

I growled, "Do you not care that you just got rejected by Randy?"

"Of course I do. I just need to distract myself from the sadness." She said, sadly. Then as if switching her emotions, she was back to aroused mode.

"Oh Diego, how you make me hot." She started moaning.

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I laid in bed, thinking how much of a failure I am.

I fail in life.

I guess I lost Rosa forever.

I looked at Lexi beside me, sleeping. She had it hard, too.

I'm still at the damn wrong. I should have think before I had sex with Lexi.

I can't win Rosa back anymore.

I can't.

I am so god damn fucking stupid.

Why did I let Lexi get to me? I should have just throw her out of my house.

Just my stupid member.

Do I want Rosa back?

Yes.

Can I have her?

No.

Am I gonna give up?

I think so.

Let's face it. You wouldn't want a guy who hurt you countless times back again.

I lost her, forever.

I cried, and cried, and cried.

I'm a failure.