Perfectly Crafted For You

17.

I wake up at about 2pm and remember all the damage control I need to do. I hate myself. I really don't even know what happened to me this last week. Like who was I? I through away 16 years of friendship because I was sad and dramatic.

Man do I never ever want to get drunk again. But I do want to see Brody again. But I need to do some damage control. I should probably start with Bent. I trudge out of my bad and shower, I really need to shower. I should have showered last night, party foul. At least I took my makeup off. Ugh that was so embarrassing.

"Bent? Are you home?" I call out as I walk downstairs bracing for yelling.

"Are you ready to be normal again?"

"I'm sorry" I whisper as I round the corner into the living room. He glances at me from the couch.

"I'm sorry what was that? I couldn't hear you through all of that regret."

"Bent I'm sorry, I really don't know what got into me. But I'm back, the same old Amzie you know and love." I say with sincerity laced in my voice.

"Hmm I don't know if I still love you... you'll probably have to buy me pizza to recover." He finally smiles at me.

"Fine, order whatever you want." I turn around to walk upstairs. "Under $20 though!" I call out because I know my brother.

I'm glad that's taken care of. Now for Em and Skyla. Fudge that's going to be rough. Should I call them? Or go to their houses? Oh man I don't know!

I think this is probably something that I need to do in person. Probably with gifts.... and food, lots of food.

I guess I'll order a couple pizzas and start at Em's since she lives down the street. I quickly order from dominos. As soon as the pizza is delivered I'll head over there. Ugh this is the worst.

Friendly advice: if you're going to lose your mind for a hot minute make sure to take your best friends with you, not leave them in your dust.

4 Hours later.

There was a lot of crying and hugging and more crying. But my best friends and I are good. But it was the actual worst conversion of my life. I really hurt them and it's going to take time for me to forgive myself. 

We are currently watching a movie and it feels like everything is right in the world. Well at least back to normal.

I told them about Brody and they are convinced that he likes me, but I'm not so sure. I know I like him but I just don't see any guy liking me ever.

I guess we'll see. This just leaves me to figure out what I want. And right now I want nothing. I want to re-become me. So that's what I'm going to do, with my best friends by my side.

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A/N: I'm so sorry this took so long!!! I've honestly been stuck on what to write about next with this story. I was sort of bored with it. But I come up with a great idea that I love!

This chapter has literally been me adding sentence by sentence over the past months trying to enjoy writing it. So I'm sorry!!

Writer's block is awful!

But here is a very short chapter to connect the next part.

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