Chapter 12

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Sanyukta get up slowly and open the drawer and took out the sleeping pills.

"Sanyukta please don't take this pills, it's harmful for you." Randhir pleaded which ignored by her.

She took her pills and laid on the bed when he stood there helpless. Randhir noticed her to took those pills everyday, he tried to stopped her but can't as she was habituated with this pills now.

Randhir sighed and open the cupboard to take his clothes. He is a little problem with that as the room was quite dark. He tried hard when something fall from the cupboard.

"What's this?" He said and take that thing from the floor.

"Dairy!" He said surprisingly to saw the dairy in that dim light.

"But who wrote dairy here?" He said and came out from the room.

"Aare it's Sanyukta's handwriting, but when she started to wrote it?" He got curious and go to the study room. He noticed the date, which started about 7-8 months ago.

"That means she started to writing after her miscarriage!" He thought and started to read the dairy.

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7th August, 2015

It's all most 4 months now when we lost our baby. It's horrible to remember that incident and I tried to forget that but it's flashed into my mind again and again. Randhir brought a puppy for me but what about him? Although I'm okay but Randhir was not. He didn't said anything but I know he was broken by inside. That lose was effect him badly more than me. He started go office early in the morning and came home late in the night. I understand he wants to kept himself busy in work to forget his miseries. It's okay he needs time but Randhir please don't stop living.

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"So she understand that he wants to kept himself busy in works to forget everything. But how she know that when he himself didn't told her anything! She knew him more than he knows himself as she loved him most in the world." Randhir thought and read again.

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21st August, 2015

Now a day's Randhir came back home really late, I'm worried for his health now. I know he don't tell me anything about his any problem as he don't wants to bother me. But in this way he hurt me a lot.

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Randhir remembered he was busy with Ishika over a project, but after that they went for a dinner and spend some quality time.

"I'm sorry baby for troubled you so much." He murmured.

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5th September, 2015

Randhir was so busy now a days, he don't have the time to talk with me. Am waiting for him everyday to share everything about the day but he didn't even look at me! He came back home after midnight everyday and went for sleep without talking a single word to me. I Don't know what am doing to make him like before. But I wish I can do anything for him, anything which can give him some peace of mind. I'm sorry Randhir I'm responsible for all this.

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Randhir was in tears now. One side he was busy with Ishika when other side his loyal wife was worried for him. One side he was busy to abusing her when other side she was busy to pray for him.

"I'm sorry Sanyukta, I don't deserve your this selfless love." He wiped his tears and started reading again.

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15th September, 2015

Today is Randhir's birthday, an official red letter day for me. I thought Randhir must be at home today and we celebrate his birthday together. He also need a leave badly as he was always busy in work. But as usual he left for his office early morning. I sighed but thought to celebrate at night and started decorated the house, made a black forest cake for my hubby and was waiting for him. He came back after midnight, I was sleeping at the hall when he entered. I open my eyes and saw him looking at the house surprisingly.

I got up from the couch and wished him happy birthday with a smile when he looked at me surprisingly. I also teased him saying that it's belated now thus he smiled a little which took away my breath. I made him smile after so many days. Ohh God, I was the reason behind his smile and that made me so happy.

But next moment I was shocked as Randhir said he was forgot about his birthday. His words left me totally speechless. He even forgot his birthday cause of me! Look where am brought him now a days! He wants to forgot all his miseries and he also forgot his birthday in that process and said sorry for nothing when I should say sorry to him for spoiled his special day. I'm sorry Randhir.

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Randhir looked away as the incident of that day flashed in front of his eyes. He was well aware that it's his birthday but he don't wanted to celebrate it. He went to office where his colleagues celebrate his birthday and he halfheartedly join them. But after office hours Ishika came to his cabin and forced him to go with her. Those days he started to like Ishika and don't said a No to her. They went to a five star hotel and sat at the restaurant when Ishika ordered a cake for him and he was overwhelmed by her gesture. They celebrate his birthday together.

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"Thank you Ishika it's my best birthday gifted by you." Randhir said when they went to the parking.

"But I don't give you your birthday gift till now." She said in a honey coated voice.

"It's okay Ishika, which you gave me that's enough for me, at least you remember but some people already forgot about my existence." He said coldly.

"Please Randhir don't spoil your mood, it's your birthday and I have to give you a gift na!" She pouted.

"But what, that here too?" He asked confusingly.

"You will be know."

She said in a seductive way and go closer to him and next moment captured his lips by her. She started kissing him hungrily when Randhir was shocked but slowly he started responding. They broke the kiss after sometimes and Randhir look down in embarrassment when she touched his check and said.

"Happy birthday Randhir."

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"I'm sorry Sanyukta, I'm sorry. You was waiting for me and I thought you forgot about my birthday and that mistake happened. I'm always your priority but I was thinking that you neglect me and got attracted with Ishika. I'm really very sorry baby, please forgive me." And tears started rolling down from his eyes.

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