Randhir was stunned to heard Kanika's word that Sanyukta was knew everything about him and Ishika. He can't even belief in his ears and search for her dairy.
"If she knew about us then she definitely mentioned it in her dairy." He said under his breathe and opened the dairy with a thumping heart.
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21st February, 2016
Back to on square one. It's one week now when I spent a beautiful evening with him and Randhir already back to his regular life. Work....work and only work. And if he get some times any day he kept busy with his laptop only. Sometimes I felt like that laptop is his only love. But apart from all this I really worried for his health. Early he used to left office early morning and come home back really late. But from last few days he didn't come back home regularly. And when I asked him he said that he was working on an important project for which he stayed in the office. Such a hard time for him. Once his project will be over we'll go for a vacation for sure. He needs rest and some peace of mind too. And I need him, only him.
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Randhir felt an ache in his heart after reading this. He remembered that Sanyukta was told him about the vacation but he denied it faking some important work. And about those nights he lied that he spent at office but the fact is he was with Ishika in her apartment.
"Kash tumhe vacation par le jata tho phir shayed aaj tum mujhse itni dur nehi jati!" He sighed remembered their vacation.
He turned on the page and read further.
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6th March, 2016
Today was Whisky's first birthday. We was waiting for Randhir till midnight for cut the cake but he came back late as usual. How could be he do this to our daughter! It's her birthday and he didn't even time for her. I lost my cool after so many days and bursted on him at the time. But what he told me leave me totally stunned there.
Randhir told me that Whiskey not his daughter, he can't accept her as his daughter as he wants a real child. His own blood. I was dumbfounded by his words but his next words broke me totally. Randhir accused me for our baby's death. He said it's me who killed our baby. I was the murderer of our baby. And he wants a divorce from me as he hate his baby's murderer.
Randhir no, please don't do this to me. I didn't killed our baby, believe me please. That was an accident, I didn't killed our baby. Please don't leave me, I can't live without you. I have to do something for this. I have to talk with him. I have to convince him. I can't let you go Randhir, I just can't. I'll talk to him tomorrow. He will definitely understand my situation and won't leave me alone. Now I have to wait for tomorrow morning.
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Randhir gulped hard remembering that night when he abused her, accused her, insulated her like hell. He remembered he was blame her for their baby's death and called her a murderer. How must be she felt now. His vision got blurred due to tears when he wiped them and continue reading.
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7th March, 2016
It's finished now, everything was finished. What I saw today was enough to understand that I lost everything. I lost my love, my life Randhir. Till yesterday I used to think that he is love me as I love him. He just hurt and one day I'll definitely get his love back like before. But I was wrong, I was so wrong. Randhir doesn't love me at all, he loves Ishika.
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Randhir stopped reading after saw this as he can't believe Sanyukta was well aware about his extra marital affair with Ishika. He stopped breathing and started reading nervously.
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I thought to talk with Randhir in the morning but he left for office before I was awake. So I left to his office later. When I reached at his office his secretary said that Randhir didn't came to the office yet. I was shocked and asked about his current location but his secretary can't say anything. I was confused about my next step when Sammer approached me. I met him at the office party once. He told me that Randhir was cheating on me with Ishika and even now he is with her only.
I felt like slap him hard like there only. How can he talk such shit about my Randhir! Randhir loves me and only me. Maybe he is angry on me but he can't cheated on me. I was about to left from there when Sameer handed me an address and said to search over there I must find what I was looking for. I didn't believe him for once but his cocky smirk made me restless and I decided to go over there to give him a befitting answer.
So I went to that address where watchman said she was with a man right now. I gulped hard remembering Sammer's words but still went up after gathering some courage. I thought to press the bell but let the idea go. I think something and searched under the doormat and found the key luckily. My hands were shaking as I open the door and entered inside nervously. I was looking here and there but saw the apartment empty. I felt so relieved and was about to leave when I heard a giggle from a room making me aware of someone's presence. I took slow steps towards the room and open the door slowly. But what I saw there next turned me dead instantly.
My Randhir was making out with some other girl. My Rono! How could he did this to me! He didn't even remember about me before cheating on me! I was so shocked, I forgot to breathe. My heart stopped beating there. I was died that instant. Randhir said he loves her and hates me. I wish I died before seeing my Randhir with someone else. I wish I died before seeing hatred in his eyes for me. Now I wish to die soon. Cause I can't live seeing that much hatred in Randhir's eyes for me. God please take me, you took my baby already now take me please. I just can't want to live anymore. Mujhe iss zindegi se mukti chahiye, mukti!
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And Randhir died again. Already he had died thousand deaths but this time he can't even look at his own image. Her each and every word was a continuous stab in his heart.
"Yeead aaya tha Sanyu, yeead aaya tha. Lekin jab vi aapne bachhe ki yeead aata tha tumhara face samne aah jata tha usski katil ki roop mein aur ussi dard ko bhulane ke liye main tumse dur hota chala geya aur Ishika ki kareeb. I'm sorry, please mujhe maaf kar do." He cried his heart out.
After sometimes he wiped his tears and turned on the pages of the dairy but found it all empty. That was the last time she wrote down about her miseries after that she stopped writing as well as living too.
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